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ZiggyStardust



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Jul 30 2007



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Nice writing - friendly yet explaining who you like to meet and why. I always figured I would suit England, a sort of brooding Edward Rochester (from Jane Eyre) except not as honest or as rich or as truthful either. Come to think of it, I'm everything you despise. Still I like your writing and I like to know I don't measure to your requirements.

People that don't take responsibility for their own actions will have a life of misery.



People that blame others for their mistakes and misdemeanors will also live life in denial and misery.

Those that DO wrong and say "you made me do it" are truly pathetic and will be miserable wrecthes for their life throughout.



Those that take FOOLISH risks & in those risks, are love, family, friends, trust, hope.... Then they truly deserve to lose those valuable things anyways.



Accept that

Tearing down the mask of defense or rationale for why others are responsible for who you are, what has happened to you, and what you are bound to become.



The rational belief that you are responsible for determining who your are, and how your choices affect your life.



Pointing the finger of responsibility back to yourself and away from others when you are discussing the consequences of your actions.



Realizing that you determine your feelings about any events or actions addressed to you, no matter how negative they seem.



Recognizing that it is not reasonable or healthy for you to depend on others to make you feel good about yourself.



Recognizing that as you enter adulthood and maturity, you determine how your self-esteem will develop.



Not feeling sorry for the "bum deal'' you have been handed but taking hold of your life and giving it direction and reason.

Accepting that you cannot blame others for the choices you have made.

Yes, Life CAN suck big time... YES life brings HARSH blows. I have had harsh blows.. I am dealing with mine and I blame nobody but myself for my mistakes.

To my ex.. Thank you for the Poison, I can finally look back and laugh at the shitty time you gave me and all the shitty words and excuses and lies you fed to me.

There is only one person in this entire world I'd never want to see again, for the REST of my days; THAT, is YOU.



Take your bullying, controlling ways and don't EVER use them on a woman ever again.

Got the test results this Morning;



They were ALL Negative.



No trace of the Virus. Which is a good thing.



Now we hope to put this episode behind us and thank our lucky Stars that she is safe and Well again.



~~~~~~ Thank you ALL for your kind thoughts and your concerns, It has truly helped keep my strength up in spirit to then pass on to CJ ~~~~~~



She still needs an EEG which is being done shortly.

Date: 13:47:22 - Jul 26 2007

Rating: 10

Comment: nice site, lots to read deep thoughts on life you see a different version of vision in life like no other we all should be this way talk about who we realy are not who we want to be, thats the negative of the net you can pretend to be someone else. lets just hope there is something else out there to save from the evil surfs of the nets. Devon

Most rewarding comment I have EVER had on VR





Date: 00:46:00 - Jul 26 2007

Rating: 10

Comment: wow, After reading your page I feel better than I did before I started reading it. Enlightened and what i'm going through I have more knowledge to apply to my terrible situation from what I learned. Thank you for writing what you did.

So I call the hospital Like I was TOLD to.. They said they'd call me back. 4 hours LATER!! I call back. I speak to Staff Nurse, SHE said the results are not back yet, they were sent to Birmingham for the intricate testing, will take a while and should be back Friday.

Well, If That is the case, then it would work to have told me THAT instead of saying call on WEDNESDAY!!!



Especially as she started out asking if it was test results for her urine? She already had that done the day she was admitted, results are immiediate.



We ought to be alocated ONE person to contact throughout these kind of procedures, then confusion cannot be caused by patients or medical staff!!



**frustrating**



OK.. so I have to wait another 3 days to find out what virus caused my childs fit! and continue waking her in the night to medicate her.

CJ has been released home on home leave. (they feel that kids recover quicker when at home) A bed is left open for her as she has not been discharged.



She is taking an Anti-virul medication as she is being treated for a suspected encephalitis, As they cannot rule this infection out, completely.



EEG is for tomorrow and more blods have been sent for furter analysis as to what exactly, this infection IS.



Seeing your own kid do this is probably the most frightening thing one can experience..

And I have seen quite a few fits in my nursing experience.



However, her fit was the first Focul- Convulsion I have ever seen.

She is still yawning which is a significant indicator of something going on.



I have an exam this week as well.. I am going to try to move it..

Cameron-jade was admitted to hospital today after a focul convulsion this morning.

I am writing this from her bedside on my mobile, hardly able to see through tears.

Fever of 100 atm, pins and needles in her legs.

It is suspected she has a blood infection.

You were there



2 worlds collided







They can Never tear us apart.



Coz we all have wings, But some of us don't know why.

If you are going to point your finger at someone and judge them, make sure that your hands are not dirty!

You may not be my favourite Mistake, you are JUST a simple Regret, I thought I knew who you were.... But watch how Fast and watch HOW WELL, I Forget

CJ said to me..



"When I kiss you and I say I Love you, It feels like you are standing in my heart, and it feels lovely"



Children can just melt your heart by the Pure words they speak.

San Diego?







I am terrible at making decisions...



I sit on the fence, procrastinating in my Deciphering....



Do I ???

Count Vlads castle IS for Sale!!





And ONLY for a mere 386, 000 Dollars!



I guess Money talks.. I reckon a seller is already in the pipeline since the Romanians were promised it wouldn't be sold.