.:The Difference between Lust & Love:.
Love is when you would go to the end of the world for someone.
Lust is when you want to physically show your emotions.
There is a huge difference between the two, and most don't realize it.
What makes me different from most girls is i follow my heart ;
Not my physical needs.
It has come to my attention that i am not content. No matter how much i tell myself I am content i realize now I am lying to myself.
Loneliness is a painful emotion that i am currently experiencing.
I want love, not lust.
I want a relationship not filled with disappointment.
I want that one guy who will love me till the end;
But its not happening.
All of the guys i have encountered during my lifetime are well,
Lying, cheating, cold hearted, and users.
If there is anyone who could help me out that would be great.
I don't even crave food, i need booze.
Anything to take away the agony that has been filling my life.
I know in good time and patience i will find that Man for me, untill then i wait///
All the smiles i have had to fake, all the shit ive had to take.
Im done.
I should tell you that I love you but I will not let you be the one to break me of my struggle still juggle moods and attitudes god damn your rude and when it's you and me I don't even crave for food I need booze and without you I need pills without you I feel I'll suck you up in dollar bills but your really fucking killing me poisoned will in me that has me staring at the ceiling paint panting til I paint until you tie me in restraints I just can't take it no more get away from the door and let me be without you I might have to face insanity but fuck it just give me one more kiss because I love it...
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BunesUth
23:51 Jun 24 2010
I the same with women, I keep finding the wrong ones, who like the idea of dating and being with, then start pushing me away or testing me in some way instead of just having what to offer which is a loving relationship equal and full of compromises instead of arguments.
LadyCara
06:39 Jun 28 2010
Very nicely put. Very Good.
UpirLikhyj
01:16 Jul 02 2010
A word of wisdom for you: "Birds of a feather flock together."
If you want a Man who loves you rather than only lusts you, then be a woman of love and not lust. In other words, insist that he learn to first love you for you rather than letting him quickly into your bed. Keep your heart open for the right man... and your legs and mouth closed long enough to learn whether he is the right man. And, dear lady, love takes time... months and months of time. Do you have the patience to find what is real? If you don't, then you shall never find real love.
If you want a Man of quality, you must be a woman of quality. Stay off the booze, clean up, get sober, and develop the YOU inside you want a real Man to find attractive and desirable. This, too, takes time... months and months of time. Do you have the patience and the drive to seek your goals and wait for them to appear? If you don't, then you shall never find true Happiness.
The real Men of quality are out there... rare as diamonds, yes. But they're there. Of course, they also are seeking the equally rare women who are also diamonds. And as you ought to know, diamonds take time to form, take time to develop, and do so only after much trial, pressure, and the "heat" of Life... yet use all such to develop and grow rather than crack, give in, break, and surrender to instant gratification that sacrifices everything of importance in Life.
Like all worthwhile things in Life... Love and Happiness are both journeys, not destinations... are you prepared to take that journey? If so, time to get into shape emotionally, spiritually, physically and intellectually... and start on that uphill (rather than downhill) journey to the Future that Could Be... if YOU so choose.
Best wishes to you.