You know what’s funny? I know he is still watching me. I just don’t care anymore.
He tried to hurt me constantly but after all this time I’m just numb. I think his plan for revenge backfired because if anything it’s only made me stronger and more resistant to not caring what others think of me. I used to be sensitive to criticism but now I know the criticism only matters when the person matters even then these days I just don’t care. I’m more “selfish”. I was told I needed to be by my therapist. I spent too much of my life being a slave to others. I’m not afraid of being alone. I’m not afraid of peace and silence anymore. Now I think I have the opposite problem I have no desire to be around most people especially people that I don’t align with in any way. If we don’t talk everyday your opinion of me doesn’t mean anything. This is my time I’ve done enough for others. It’s time for me now.
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