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i want to run away from my sorrows, but its hard when they are everywhere i turn... its so hard to love someone, and be faced with the reality that you might loose them.



for once, i am happy with my life, and happy where i am at, but now, i have to face the fact that his own family kicked him out of the house, and now he might have to move away, and if he does, i migt have to loose him.



this is the first time, in a long time, that i have felt like i just want to run away and never come back. my sorrow are so hard to bare right now, i just want to break down. i have no idea what to do with myself... i just simply dont know what i am going to do...



if he has to leave, that means that he has to go outta state, and i just cant do that. i have everything here, and i know that is going to want me to go there wtih him, and i just cant. i dont want to loose him.



my sorrows are so taughting, they are screaming all the horrible things at me.... telling me that i am failing at my life, and telling me that i am just not worth anything... i just dont know what to do, i am trying so hard not to break, and not to give in, but its so hard... i can myself breaking... this is to much for me... i just dont know what to do :(