The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

....everyone is sry when i talk about my aches and pains....their sry when they hurt me....when they leave......



well let me tell u.....all of u that need to b sry...u have no idea how sry ur gonna b....and 4 the ones that arent sry at all....lol...well ull c wat happens when i break and slip off the edge

Do You Know Wat Its Like To B To Scared To Jump But To Sad To Stay...??

why do i have to b me???

i hate myself

i love myself

i use people that use me

i hate people that love me

and love those that hate me

and love the people that dont notice me even more



i really do have voices..and their the only people that are always there for me...

i want to b happy..in love...

but i cant b happy..

and love never lasts for me....



im drifting away...like an abadoned boat.....



where i am going..idk.....but i wont b here long...



there is no wind..the air is still...idk how i am moving...but..i am



would u miss me if i was gone??



i mean really.....

would u even know i was gone...??



nobody needs me...i have no purpose...i even want to get rid of myself...



all i do is bring misery





...i love my friends....u special unlucky people know who u r..i love caroline...the best friend i have ever had...and i love steven...my werewolf--yes i know u all may not approve..but honestly...i dont give a shit..hes the only guy that hasnt broke my heart...and if he does...well lets just say he will always remember the day he screwed me over.... :D i doubt he will....but u never know....i guess :(