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sometimes I think of looking back on the road I've traveledto get to were I am today,

but then I realise, its not worth remembering,

so I throw those thoughts away.

Puddles of tears stained black and blue,

with emotions all a shade of gray.

The pain you feel, like emptiness,

in the sunshine of a new day.

Why I was delt the card I was is a mistery left to be.

But every day I thank my lucky stars,

it wasn't anyone but me.

I've had that pain, I've fought those wars,

I'm used to being let down.

So knowing noones hurt that bad helps shape and curve a stone carved frown.

Life is never easy, the problems cant all be cured.

But what truley makes you stronger,

is the heart break you'll indure.

Today I've ventured a squigly line.

from today, to back in time.

I reviewed my flaws,

and saw my past.

Went to my future and couldnt help but laugh.

With every memory loves led me through,

The brightest of thoughts lead me back to you.

Can't even say that you were mine.

but you have your own place in my heart

as well as always on my mind.

I've been walking around

Again and again.

Been trying to find, where this circle ends.

compassion, to passion.

heart ache, to tears.

I've moved in this circle, for the last for years.

I've mastered the blanance

I know all the tricks, to finding there soft spots.

and just what makes then tick.



Don't take me for easy, I'm truly a challenge to please.

Just cuz your not getting what you want,

doesn't make me the tease.

Yanking on leashes, that break on contact.

hearts have been broken

with mistakes i can never take back.



I walk around

from love to loss, to love again.

I wonder if the spinning will ever end.

A mix of emotion, the bight laughs to tears.

I'm waiting for the ending of these last couple years.

I'm an idiot for knowing, just how they tick.

Cuz in the end my hearts broken,

They get the final trick.