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You promised me when I came back, and told you I loved you, that I missed you, and I needed you.. that you would always be there. I don't want to split up you from your love. But you promise "I'll always be there" well where the fuck are you now? Quoting songs that have nothing to do with anything but making you look lyk you sure showed me? no. It doesn't work lyk that. My emotions for you will always seem sketchy. But how can they not? You drug me through the mud so many times I'm almost black now. How does it feel to know you are literally all that I think about? Because you are, and I do. Before I wouldn't admit it. Not going to give you the satisfaction of knowing that I still care. Put up a front so you can more on and pretend I actually can shut off feelings. You know its bullshit. I miss when I could call you and talk for ten minutes. and eight hours later we'd both forget the gap in our lives was ever there. I remember when I'd drop anything to talk to you for two minutes. I remember the texts, the messages, the pictures, the phone calls everything. DO you honestly not care that since I started here you have been the only muse for my art? All the fucking poems are you. Fucking Vince. every god damn time. And some girl, who's not even smart enough to realize your past does define you is more important then even being my friend? I'm sorry. but you know your a cheater. You know you can't help but be able to have feelings for a lot of people at once because you have a huge heart. Its not a bad thing. You just use it kinda wrong. we're the same in that. That's why I always love you. Because you fucking know we're the same so don't even try to pretend we aren't. I love you with my whole heart. But if this is really what you want I will delete this account. I won't come back and I will block you off from any way of communication. I'm serious. Talk to me. Before everything we love and worked for is nothing more then a faint memory. A poem that never got anywhere by a girl who means nothing to you anymore...

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Nerothesable
05:41 Jan 19 2013

franki......

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