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Open your eyes woman.

you are alone.

All u think you have is broken

even ur home.

See what you've done now.

You've lost everything.

You family frowns on you,

Your boyfriends resent all that you take.

Your daughter waits sadly,

for your glass wall to break.

Your son has given up.

And friends are all that you think you've got.

Till you found out they'll leave u.

Dont take this as a shock.

You've used everyone who's ever loved you.

And now you greive cuz its all you can do.

Should have never let the good in you go.

Because your selfish ways just seem to grow.

We were once so close.

You were my very best friend.

but you left me, to search

for were your heart started to bend.

We used to go places,

Now you just shut me down

We used to be happy.

But you ripped all the happiness out.

You used to be gentle humble and kind.

There was never this hear that you now hide..

I love you for being my mom, but then again.

I'll never love you lyk I did back then.

I'll sit here and hold cuz everythings the same.

But you know your alone,

and your all you have to blame

I stupidly found myself becoming distant from u.

The ropes binding us together started to undue.

Its lyk you were letting them fall one at a time.

It snapped me back to reality, and I started to try to walk across thenthin line.

I felt the fall, saw all the heart ache and tears that headed my way.

Saw all the the things you do that bring joy to my days.

I was scared to think you were letting go of the line, all the while I was hurting inside.

you have no idea that from finish to start, the cord that binds us so close together, is the key to the well being of my heart.

Heart clutched tight between my fingers

All sound blocked out, cuz I miss you dear.

Pain seeps in, and I'm barley fading..

Your voice is the only thing that resounds.

Tears shed nightly, only because I love you.

Don't know if I can take much more time.

Hearing words of songs you've sang me

only in a memory, amplified at least times ten.

I love you, and my heart is aching,

but I'd rather is ache then break instead.

Grasp the love that keeps me going,

Replay the hours that we've spent.

My love in distance, is only growing.

You have possesion of all thats left.

I'm bound to lay here barley breathing,

A breath is no breath, withought you dear.

The words play over sadly soothing,

All I know, is that I need you here

Sleeping lightly, fighting back tears,

I only wish that you were here.

eyes so bright, they illuminate my thoughts.

soul inside that melts my frost.

I need you in my life forever,

as long as I know you'll hate me never

I love you never shows meaning enough,

but I love you is all I have.

I'm empty here with out you,

but I'd be lost if i never had you.

There is so many moments left to share

and such awfully little time.

but I'll sit and wait forever,

as long as you are mine.

Eyes ao bright, I'm stuck inside.

mezorized by the colors you hide.

Lost and scared, you know when to hold off.

know when to hold me, you know me.

Alone, never again, you let your warmth in.

you warm me.

Held in sweet consintration, you calm me down.

pulled around you in circles of your love

melting me slowly, oh so slowly.

I need you to have me, close to your heart.

Attached, if I lost you I know I would fall apart.

I have only felt close to this way a time or two

and I lost it all suddently, but now your here.

you've broken down my wall of ice,

and Now i want to keep you close to me in any way for the rest of my life.

WARNING:



love is hidden and the lesson is painful,

but over time you have to learn to let the truth in,

before you can find someone, who's absolutly romantic and different from others you are used too.

you must realize your life is NOT a nightmare.

The thing is:

we try exploring these things we make up, with so much unnessessary talk.

so, everytime things go wrong,

you just have to be sure not to further your pain.

you have to have a handle on YOUR own rain,

and like a never ending song,

your life will go on.

I promise.