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21:01 May 20 2009
Times Read: 729

Sitting here at the computer. I dream and think of a life where I can be me. Without fear or tears. Where I can dance till my legs hurt and I fall to my knees. A place where I can be free from the real world, the drama, the pain, and the lies.....



Sitting here at the computer, done with my ice cream, I want to walk on the beach at sunset. And keep walking till the moon comes up. Even then I want to keep walking. The sand under my feet and the sweet smell of the sea...



Sitting here at the computer, I wish to be rich and never have to work for money ever again. I would make my family happy, I could take care of the man I love, and our kids. If I was rich then things would be better....



Sitting here at the computer, I wish someone would talk to me. I miss my friends back home. I need to make new ones, and try to keep the ones I have now. I want to talk to my friends but I don't have many......



Sitting here at the computer,as I make a cig, I think about the people I care about and why I care for them.I love each of them is different ways and they all are part of my life that I don't take part of anymore. But I still want them in my life. I care for these people because I love them. Funny right??



Sitting here at the computer, I feel free to say whatever. But I can't, this world is not ready to hear my thoughts. It would make people worry about what I'm doing in this world... I would make people cry alot without even tring...

What to do
21:01 May 20 2009
Times Read: 730

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do.



I want to run, I want to hide.



I want to be with you.



Why do I cry when I'm sad?



I don't know what to think anymore.



These games that you play rip me away.



From life it self, I run away.



I run until my thoughts fade away.



Till all I hear is my heart in my head.



Telling to keep going, don't turn around.



Run, run till you can't be found.



So that I can think, see the truth in you.



Belive in you, into you eyes i gase.



I don't know what to think, Or to belive.



Can I truely trust you with my heart??



Or do I just keep running away.



I just Don't know what to do.........



I just want to love you.

A rose that Stood alone
20:59 May 20 2009
Times Read: 731








A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden

Surrounded by many others

Yet remained alone



Time passed and trials came and went

One dealt a severe blow

And the rose began to wilt and wither



Forgotten...



Then... as if by a miracle...



There came a soft and gentle breeze

Followed by a ray of light

As all the other roses fell into darkness

The solitary rose began to shine



Shining with a special light...

And watered by a gentle cascade...

A cascade of love

A cascade of selfless affection



"I do... not now but forever..."

Said the rose to the sunlight

And there they remain

A rose in full bloom

With her sunshine smiling down on her...



You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul

And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.