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"The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot"



If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive.

I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget... You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.







Even though its titled for the boy.. I feel it for me, a girl that just tries to get on with her life as others do but I just cant seem to be happy at the moment. I mean I am happy sometimes like others but there will always be a look of pain and sorrow behind my eyes and smile. I just dont know what to do anymore, it seems as if life is unbareable to live right now with no one to understand me. So much pain that comes to me every night and day and yet what can i do about it?! Am I to just go day to day like this without any statement... I feel like a doll to people, showing them what they like to see, pretending to be happy and doddle around. There is no end to this now is there... I suppose that I will be damned like this forever....

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