The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

ok this is going to sound really weird... but my role-model died last year ... i loved my role-model like a freind and family... and hen he died i started talking to myself.. sorta saying if he was there i hoped he was ok and that he would help me find a way in my life, since my life was a hell.. soon things started to get better ... and recently my grandad was in hospital diyng.. there was no way that he was going to survive... he was dying there was no cure to the desease he got ,..aand he was in so much pain ... it was horrible to see .. so that night wen i left the hospital i spoke to myself I sed " if anyone is out there... stop my grandad being in pain, if he must die, make him go tonight in his sleep... he is hurting so much i dont want him to hurt anymore" ten minutes later we recived a phone call saying my grandfather had just passed away .. a couple of nights later i was speaking to myself again sand if i hot my role-model was when he was alive and if he was alive id probably fall in love with him and stuff... 15 mins later i felt cold hands on my back and a jumping sound on my bedroom floor( my bedroom door was losed, window shut and the cat was out ... wtf ? is going on .. is he there?