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i feel the emptiness inside me taking over. As my heart withers&dies like a black rose on the grave of when i was once "happy". Don't cry though i'm dead inside. All i feel is pain from a love that was all in vain. Now as i sit in the darkness of my twisted thoughts alone i wonder if i'll ever find a moments peace again?. i hear a distant voice in my mind saying you fool do you really think that you deserve to be loved? It's laughter haunts my "soul". When i look into the mirror i see a twisted refection of a demon stareing back @ me. It's smile is like daggers,it's eyes stare right through me. i ask myself when will this end? What have i done to deserve this?

The death of love is the start of the begining of a new & better life with out emotions to cloud your judgement. Now i can finally be my self& not a mere puppet that someone else controls. The death of love is just the begining of my broken heart. That has been ripped from my chest & smeared in my face while she laughs as i writhe in agony begging to know the reason why,how could she do this to me? So much for love.... Love who needs it not me.