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24 entries this month
good day
19:48 Jan 31 2008
Times Read: 694
Today is a good day I'm in a fairly good mood. I'm having fun posting in the forum today, a couple interesting topics popped up finally! Other then that Bleach was on today, unfortuently not subbed by Dattebayo! =/ I like their subbing best as their translations are most accurate. Anyhoo I figured I'd post a happy entry, since it's been a while since I posted one of those :)
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3 years
15:46 Jan 29 2008
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It's my 3 year anniversery on Vampire Rave today, here's to many more! ^_^
Another dream
15:27 Jan 29 2008
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Ok so this one is about me being at the mall getting ready to go to the movies. Funny thing is I see all my old friends that just stopped talking to me. I didn't get mad till I seen Amanda though (angelicscars) I lost in once I seen her. The once best friend of mine that just stopped talking to me, and forgot that I did so much for her ungrateful ass! Everytime I think about it I just boil up how could anyone do that to a friend who had been so good to them. I treated that girl like my sister and my mom treated her like another daughter, and this is the thanks I get for it! Psh it still makes my blood boil what a waste of friendship... =/
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Naruto Clash of Ninja Revolution!!!
04:53 Jan 29 2008
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Is freaking amazing I love the game already!!!
Kage buunshin no jutsu! ^_^
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18:31 Jan 25 2008
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New avatar bitches! Maybe all the pervs'll leave me alone hopefully...
15:12 Jan 24 2008
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Today started out great Bleach 157 posted up, and there is no better way to start off then with anime! ^_^ Anyhoo aside from that I have a very specific entry for this morning. I've noticed A LOT more people have been reading my journal, then they ever have for the almost 3 years I've been on the site. I'd just like to say thank you to everyone that reads my entries, it makes me feel good and special! :D
That's all short sweet and simple...
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*tear*
23:12 Jan 23 2008
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Why is it all you good looking guys live so far from me? None of you dicks live here in Ohio it's like all the ugo's got dumped here in this shit hole state! I'm so tired of being alone I mean I could do the same thing I used to, get with some ugly or average fool so that I'm not alone. In the end though I'm miserable and he's the one getting all the goodness, why should some ugly douche bag get me? Ever hear of being out of your league, yea that's me out of your league yet somehow here I am with your dumbass! The guy ends up with me a slice of heaven, and I get nothing but something I never really wanted. That makes me miserable I can't do that to myself anymore. If I remain picky as hell like I am I'll be lonely and by myself. I refuse to give anymore none deserving ugly guys a piece of me, I want to be the one on cloud nine bragging about how hott my boyfriend is a guy I have trouble keeping my hands off of ohhh yea give me one of them! I want the guy I'm with to look as good as I do not a beauty and the beast type deal! However there are just NO good looking single men around here, so therefore I remain single as a pringle... (sadness)
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More dreams
14:20 Jan 23 2008
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Here it goes again more dreams that I have no idea of their meaning. I keep having dreams in the same location like inside a mall or grocery store, yes I know it doesn't make sense. For some reason though I've had like 10+ dreams in one of the two locations I just mentioned over the last 2 weeks. There is always a lot of people in the dream and it's like I'm walking around superior but invisable to everyone else however not completly some people can see me, I feel so good but am lonely. This is my dream and yet I'm still freaking lonely?! Hey I get that enough in reality, I'm alone in real life enough don't need to be so in my dreams as ell! Oh yea there have been a couple dreams taking place in one of my old schools also! o.0
Anyhoo before I used to have happy dreams that made me feel better. Now it's just a bunch of confuesing bullshit and me being alone...
How disappointing I'm not privledged enough to be happy in my sleep either! I want my happy dreams back damn it!!!-_-
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can't take it anymore!
18:27 Jan 22 2008
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Omg my keyboard is broken, I can't take it anymore. I've got to buy another one pronto! =/
16:59 Jan 22 2008
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I dyed my hair! ^_^
Priceless gem 2
19:24 Jan 20 2008
Times Read: 782
I thought it was pretty funny and I'd share it for your humor too! ^_^
Date: 08:58:57 - Jan 19 2008
Rating: 1
Comment: YOu're page says not to stamp you or you rate them a 1 yet you stamped me and also gave me a really low rate. That makes you not only a dirty hypocrite, but a coward as well. Treat people as you expect to be treated. You don't want to be stamped, don't stamp us. And FYI, my page says that if you don't like it, you should tell me what I can do to fix it. Try reading it sometime. You may learn something. I've re-rated you a 1.
Boo this person's so annoying, if you want a good rating from me just tell me to re-rate you. This is no way to go about it! -_-
I rate fairly so if your rating sucks that means your profile is lacking. Big deal update let me know and I always come back to re-rate.
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13:38 Jan 17 2008
Times Read: 793
At the end of this month it'll be 3 years for me on Vampire Rave. At the end of Feburary it'll be a year since I was taken into Daire's house. I signed on last night to find that I have been marked by Daire, that made my night! ^_^ Too bad it got ruined and my sleep disturbed everyone is driving me fucking nuts. I'm going crazy!!!! o.0
dream
05:13 Jan 17 2008
Times Read: 795
For the last 7-10 days I've had some really vivid dreams. Too many of them to try and figure out. My subconcious keeps trying to tell me something, and I'd like to figure it out...
From now on...
14:29 Jan 11 2008
Times Read: 824
If you rate me what I rated you unless it's a 10 I'm giving you a 1! I rate fairly so if you got a 5 that means your profile needs improvement, no big deal make it better let me know and I always come back to re-rate. Come back thought and rate me a 5 you'll be getting a nice 1 from me. I've put too much effort into my profile for some dipshit to belittle my profile cause you're too damn lazy to put some effort into yours and think rating me the same thing is going to change my mind. No see that doesn't happen here Pinklust doesn't go for that kind of immature shit! You care about your rating that much and want a good one from me, do what I did and put time into it and earn it from me. I don't give a fuck about my rating so think again before you try that I rate what I get crap on me, cause even a 2 is better then getting a 1 from me!
** YOU'VE BEEN WARNED DON'T BE DUMB!
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woo hoo15:38 Jan 08 2008
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Saving money feels good I just saved over $40 by combining internet cable and phone service all in one...booya! :D
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Priceless gem!19:19 Jan 07 2008
Times Read: 851
Ok this is the same person I suspended yesterday, only they decided to make themselves a new name. She rated me only I'm surprised by her rating!
FuckYouRadu
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Date: 13:15:10 - Jan 07 2008
Rating: 10
Comment:
...definetly unexpected
Hey sexy
18:40 Jan 07 2008
Times Read: 856
[rant on]
Yea that line is really starting to annoy the hell out of me. My name is Lili god damn it I have a name call me by it, I didn't post my info so that assholes would call me sexy instead. It's just so rude and ignorant sure maybe some hussies enjoy being called sexy by a bunch of retards who think with their dicks, but not me! I'd like to know I'm being talked to as a person and not a sexual object they just want to sweet talk so they might have a chance at fufilling their sick sexual fantasies with me...which btw would NEVER happen! Seriously do guys think women are that easy that all they need to do is throw some nice words our way and the key to getting in our pants is unlocked?!! Or are girls really actually that pathetic, stupid, and easy? Either way I'm sick of it telling me I'm sexy is no compliment, I hear it from plenty of men and women 100 times a day from 100 different people. It's things like telling me how pretty my eyes are or how goregous and unique I am that grabs my attention. I swear from now on I am just simply going to delete every single messege from every single person who starts off a converstation with me by saying, "hey sexy" or "damn your sexy or fine ass hell." I've had it with that kind of nonsense. You will call me Lili and you will show me the kind of respect a human being deserves or we won't talk at all! I also don't want to hear anything about well then I should change my pictures. Hell no I'm not taking my pictures down the right to express myself through imagery, because people can't talk to and respect me! That's their problem not mine and I ain't changing a damn thing over or because of anyone fuck you!
[rant off]
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Suspended
21:06 Jan 06 2008
Times Read: 871
So this little girl seems to think it's ok to make forums out of total disrespect for us Dominars.
DeadRosesForDeadHearts
Spook (7)
Posts: 118
JOURNALS ARE USELESS.
Posted: 14:20:12 - Jan 06 2008
Times viewed: 40
ADMIN: | EDIT | DELETE | MOVE | OPEN | RIP | RIA |
For fuck sake, its a forum, Let me post what i want to, Kay?
Silly Dominars.
Turns out she has been suspended twice already for the same kind of shit already. So today I made my first forum suspension. I won't take shit from anyone especially someone disrespectful to Dominars and the rules on this site! Seriously I mean look at her response to my kind warning:
DeadRosesForDeadHearts
15:01:03
Jan 06 2008
Reply
Block User
Delete
Multi-Delete
Move to Saved
Email to Self
Yeah yeah yeah, heard it all before.
On 13:47:30 Jan 06 2008 (-6 GMT) PiNkLuSt wrote:
You need to be more careful about what you post and where you post in the forums. I'm giving you fair warning if you do not comply with the rules and guidelines of the forum, I will have no choice but to temporarily suspend your posting rights.
Some people are so ignorant oh well... *sighs*
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Don't know why
05:49 Jan 05 2008
Times Read: 879
Just a little bit ago I was browsing my friends on myspace, and although I knew I shouldn't I did. I typed in your name and found you, I looked at your pictures to see if you changed. Still the same still just as cute as ever looking at you brought back great memories. I really did like you even though I knew I shouldn't have, looking at you I remembered your voice I still like you. Even though I've had better older guys for some reason there was just something special about you. You're etched into my memory and I can't forget you completly. Everytime I think about it think about you it makes me sad, because a picture and memories are all I have of you and me...
I might have moved away we don't talk or see eachother anymore, but please at least...don't forget me blue eyes
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I'm done
17:47 Jan 04 2008
Times Read: 886
I'm done wasting my time being nice and caring about people who don't do the same in return for me. I'm tired of giving all the time it's always just give, well I'm sorry I can't and I won't do it anymore. I'm not going to keep caring and keep giving all the time I can only give so much before there is nothing left of me. I feel that time is a lot closer then it should be. I am just so sick and tired of it I don't care if you're my family you're supposed to love me and care about me, you're supposed to do good things back to me as I have done for you. I don't do things just so that someone will do me a favor, I do it cause I care but I can only go so far and do so much. Especially if this person never returns the kindness back to me. Look I love you but I am just 100% done with caring when you can't even ask me what's wrong when you hear me crying. What the fuck kind of bullshit is that?!!! If it were the other way around I wouldn't even hesitate to ask what's wrong, are you ok, do you want to talk. I'm not asking for much or really anything at all just a simple sign of affection and things that let me know you care, and also appreciate the things that I do. However no matter how many times I complain or try and talk about it, it seems to just go in one ear and out the other. You really have no emotions and really just don't give a fuck about anyone but your stupid little selfish self don't you god damn heartless bitch! Until you show me the love and respect I give to you I am done with you I'm done caring, until you show me I'm gunna do the same thing you do to me...NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK!
Maybe then you'll appreciate me bitch!
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tired
16:54 Jan 04 2008
Times Read: 888
I am so damn tired it is not even funny. I haven't even gotten a whole 3 hours of sleep! o.0 If you messege me and I don't reply or respond and don't exactly make sense, it is most likely I feel asleep at the computer lol. :P
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motivation
23:20 Jan 02 2008
Times Read: 897
Competition just the word alone give me goose bumps. I love the thrill of competition and being able to prove that I am the best at whatever it may be. I especially love sticking it to the man! So thanks to all you assholes who motivate me to be better then you at just about everything, if your competitor is me just sit back and take your lickings! >;)
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First entry of the year
05:45 Jan 01 2008
Times Read: 861
Yay it's the new year thank goodness for it, because last year sucked!
Happy New Year Vampire Rave!
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STOP (geeze)
02:03 Jan 01 2008
Times Read: 700
Ok the first few friends and or house members of mine who sent this was ok, but I'm starting to get annoyed now! Please stop wishing me a Happy New Year with a big ass picture saying it, just fucking send me a messege saying it. I don't want your god damn picture it's just going to be deleted. I appreciate it from the people I know but everyone else...STOP IT DICKWADS! >:0
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