you tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my only weakness is that i care to much
you tear my heart open and now i cant feel
your dragging me around
when i rather be alone
why dont you just go home
im suck and tired of being your toy......
you tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
you tear my heart open and now i cant feel
you see me struggling to gain your love but you just let me drown in my own fear and misery
i tear my heart open just feel your love but i sew myself shut knowing theres no love.....
i tear my heart open.........just to feel
as i watch you walk away through my cold dead eyes
as my mask i so perfectly made to hide all of my emotions slowly fall apart
what does it mean to be loved?why must you break my heart i so willingly gave you to love
wha ooohhhh
wha ohhhhhh
my heart falls to pieces as i try to mend it back together agin
as you are gone i slowly start to hate you for what you did to meeee
im at your throat and i want to kill you
you dont know the pain i went through
living in a house with no heat
its not feat you could do
starving for attinon yiiu so willing was given but for me i was shoved away like some little monster that every one hated
im at your throat and i think i hate you
you have no idea of what i went trough whaaa ohhhhhh wha oh
im at your throat and i think i hate you (i want to kill you)
BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW OF THE PAIN AND THE HATE I WENT TROUGHHHHHH.....
i just want to be loved.....
COMMENTS
Heartbreaking. ~Mina
very good writing .. can feel ur pain !
dear agony you still hold onto me even when im lonely
dear agony
just let go of me
let me suffer slowly
is this the way it has to be...
dear agony your like a friend to me
always there for me
but my time is coming
as i slowly faded away as the blade slips away
is this the way it has to be?
dear agony listen closely
as i fade away....
dear agony
just let go of me
let me suffer slowly(slowly)
is this they way it has to be?
dear agony.....just let go....of me...let me suffer slowly..
ill always love you..........
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spilling blood on the floor
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runing to go and celebrate
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i killed them all by myself
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watching you all the time
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taking all there lives
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now its time for you to run
ahahahahahahaaaaa
COMMENTS
A tad bit spooky but...Alrighty then....~Mina
very dark .. I like ...
im falling from the heaven with broken wings, with broken scar coverd heart as she pushes me away....
fallin
falling to the ground to become the darkened beast ive am to be.
falling from grace into misery and hate
with this blackend broken wings no longer loved....only to walk the darkend road of life...full of misery and pain (misery and pain)
you so catch me as i fall only to use me for your thrill then just throw me away like a puppet whose strings have been cut, never to be used again.
im a fallen
fallen angel
COMMENTS
She must have been a horrible person.~Mina
beware of Angels
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MinaDracul
05:50 Oct 01 2014
I know the feeling well.~Mina
KarminaTheDarkAngel
05:14 Dec 10 2014
Ive been there .. know how this feels .. and its not love .. love doesn't toy with you .. its not hurtful or vain .. or cruel .. its kind .. and caring .. and it puts you before themselves ..