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I don't know who or what to believe any more from any one....My heart will be forever broken because i have trusted to many people with it and had it broken every time and it breaks right now and i don't think it can ever be fixed. I don't trust love it has hurt me every time maybe i'm just stupid and naive to believe i would ever be good enough to be loved or be enough for some so they wouldn't cheat on me. But every guy has i'm not sure whats wrong with me that a guy cant stay faithful to me, i know i'm no beauty queen or have a great body, but i have a good heart maybe thats what gets me in trouble, i have a need to help people and i just get used and lied to every time no matter how hard i try. My soul will be forever lost floating in darkness some where with no way to be at peace it hurts, i'm tired of crying all the time. I'm tired of not being able to sleep having to wonder what i will find out next and if i'm being lied to again. Maybe i'm being punished for things i did in my past, i just don't know what to do any more...for i am forever broken......