To this day I still feel unwanted and unloved. I make people happy by doing and giving them what they want from me without thought of what I want and need. No one needs me or wants or loves no matter how much they say it they don't mean it. I definitely stay in the shadows safe and alone watching everything and everyone walking laughing talking and wrapped up in themselves with no regard to what's around them. I am noticing day by night by night there's no where I belong and I'll always be on the outside looking in. I'll always be alone there's darkness all around me and no sign of light anymore. I am starting to embrace the darkness that is consuming me. If only people would look at me and see me for me and love me for me maybe someday I will find a place where I belong
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RavenRaine
07:26 Jan 02 2023
I hope I can get insight on my journal writings
Loki1313
18:05 May 26 2025
You might have seen the future if you didn't leave like you did. In the middle of the night to be with someone else.