I contacted the organizers of Drum Circle and made them aware of the situation. They have been keeping an eye on this person for a bit. They have asked that if we have any further concerns to go to them if need be. So that issue should be handled by now.
For those of us who go to Drum Circle, there was a guy there tonight who was taking a lot of interest in us.
He was wearing a black suit with a tie, white guy w/ blonde hair, roughly 6ft.
He said something to Maeva about "It's interesting to see you bring them in so young" as she was holding her daughter. He left soon after, almost following me and my guest to my car. When he did get to his car, he was talking on his cell phone and seemed like he was trying to follow us. All we did is go to IHOP afterwards, and I did not see him there.
I don't believe he's a cop (a cop wouldn't try to stand out like a sore thumb, he did). A journalist? Possibly, but even they try to blend in more so as not to draw attention. A hunter? It would be a long shot, but there are always loonies out there.
I believe he may be some kind of fundy or possibly someone working for Don Rimer. Since I've been active in trying to make sure my tax dollars are not paying for his seminars, It wouldn't surprise me if he's now tried to make us a target.
Go figure, this is the one time I don't bring my gun. I have a concealed carry permit, however I didn't bring my gun this time. I can't carry it in drum, and usually have someone escort me to my car (if need be). I'll have to keep an eye out.
In my years of researching the Occult, I always asked myself “since we are in such a hedonistic culture, why are there not more serious students of the Occult?” The answer I have is this; the occult is seriously complicated and misunderstood. You find various alarmists and so called “occult specialists” who claim that this that or the other branch of the occult is growing. The Catholic Church has recently made it a point to have a trained exorcist in every diocese, due to the influx of occult material available on the internet. I shake my head at the fact that people take those statements seriously.
Many people’s ideas of what “The Occult” is are shaped by popular culture and TV. Television shows portray occult themes for entertainment, but giving them the fictionalized Hollywood treatment. Hollywood portrays Magick as wave a wand and boom, you get whatever you want. Magick is portrayed as a means to get back the guy who dumped you, or to get back at the girls at school who make fun of you, or as a way to madness and devil worship. It says “you want this, well here you go. No work involved” It is instant gratification gone awry, playing to what many Americans have become, a nation of Veruca Salts.
We have become spoiled children who have never been told “no”, and given everything we want, when we wanted it. If someone dared tell us “no”, we would find a way to get what we wanted, even if it meant a grown man throwing a temper tantrum. What’s worse is that it’s a sense of entitlement that we have passed on to a new generation. The internet has played into this as well. A few clicks and you can order a pizza, a book (or download one to your kindle and have it read to you), music, you get my point.
The internet has been both a blessing and a curse for those in the Occult world. Whereas it has opened many doors and made research much easier (for those of us who know where to look), it has also taken away many of the mysteries that have been guarded for years. Gone are the old days of having to search out an occult bookstore down an alleyway in the wrong side of town to find that special grimoire, or waiting for the catalog, or some add in the back of a magazine. Teachings that had been hidden were now available to whoever was able to use a search engine. With these “hidden teachings” now available to the general public, is it still proper to refer to them as occult?
The other problem with this is that the information is out there without the context behind it. Without the contexts, and other previous lessons involved in magickal workings, it leaves too much room for misinterpretation and misuse. Look at it like this, when I was in high school, you had to take Algebra 1 before you could take Chemistry. Why? Chemistry is an exact science that leaves little room for error. One small mistake and you blow yourself up. I’m not saying that the consequences are as dire, but I have had ritual work blow up in my face (and produce unintended consequences).
Another Hollywood misconception is that people involved in the Occult are mentally ill, dangerous, violent, or narcissistic psychopaths who seek to inflate their own egos by becoming cult leaders. It doesn’t help when someone who does fit the above description gets arrested and the tabloid press has a field day. Most people involved in any occult science, or teachings tend to be fiercely individual free thinkers. They use deductive reasoning and critical thinking skills when it comes to what they want to believe in. They are not blind sycophants who accept every word as dogma or gospel. In other words, they are not the brain washed zombies that Hollywood and others would portray them as. I’m not saying that cults that teach occult practices don’t exist; however what I am saying is that there are not that many of them. They wouldn’t attract many followers. The ones who do attract the blind followers don’t last long. Without new blood, new ideas to help adapt to the changing world, the movements become stagnant and outdated. They fall apart after a couple of years at most.
An interesting and influential group that came about in 1981 was Thee Temple ov Psychik Youth (TOPY). It built upon many ideas that had been set down by the OTO; however there was no “leadership” or “membership” as with many traditional groups. They spread their message through their Psychic TV specials (and a musical group by the same name). TOPY is also credited with being the creators of the “acid house” rave scene and industrial music. They also were involved with body piercing and tattooing as a form of spiritual expression. Many of their ideas became adopted by the pop culture of the 90’s, and now are rather passe. According to some surveys, 25% of people 18-24 years old have tattoos, body piercing or some other form of body modification. I’m pretty sure most of them have no idea who pushed to popularize it nowadays. Still, you can find a little bit of TOPY’s DNA in many “newer” occult groups.
You are more likely to find cult like behavior within more traditional conservative Christian groups where questioning scripture or the pastor/ priest/ minister is frowned upon. In fact, according to the Southern Poverty Law Center one of the scarier hate groups is the Christian Identity/ New Apostolic Pentecostal movement. They generally proselytize to teenagers (who have not yet learned those critical thinking and deductive reasoning skills), and preach that they must do “spiritual warfare” against the GLBT community, liberals, Muslims, Pagans, Feminists, ad nauseum. A spiritual mentor for VP candidate Sarah Palin once bragged about praying for a Wiccan pastor to get cancer (great way to show the love of Christ, huh?). Some are praying for the death of President Obama. Apparently they are the only ones who should use malefic Magick against others. For more information on cults and how to define weather or not a group may qualify as a cult, check our Isaac Bonewits’ Cult Evaluation frame (which can easily be found online).
I could go on; however I think you get my point. Some alarmists out there would have you believe that this “big, bad, dangerous Occult” is growing and trying to target your kids. Nope, the above should answer that question.
Consider who is making such statements. It’s usually some conservative, fundamentalist groups who already have an agenda to wipe out any religious beliefs other than their own. They do not recognize the rights of others to worship as they please because they do no see other paths or religions as valid. They want to convert everybody to their way of thinking. Some seem to think that if they just argue and try to convince you of the love of Jesus, you’ll just bow down and worship. And why not? Their God is more powerful right?
What happens to those of us who don’t want to convert? I’ve never gotten a straight answer from anyone on that. However, I’ve heard some mention of Sarah Palin and others advocating throwing all Pagans in concentration camps (I cannot verify this statement at this time).
All I can say is that whenever you hear some crazy alarmist “The Occult is growing and wants your kids” crap, consider the source.
Again the debate has heated up, laws vs. no laws. There seems to be no middle ground on the issue, as neither side is willing to budge. I’ve written my views on this matter many times only to be called a heretic, militant, and many other things. I see that I’m not the only one who proposes such ideas, other elders do as well. Still, those who have not had to live in chaos and fear will never know what it is like to do so.
If you have not had to deal with hostile law enforcement officers, who pull you out of work and accuse you of being a “devil worshiping, baby eater”, running a pedophile ring and a cult, you cannot understand how it feels. Unless you have been threatened, had your home ransacked, had social workers take your children away, you will never know how it feels. Because they have never had the problems we have had in Virginia, they don’t see the need for any kind of laws (outside of mundane laws, and basic courtesies). As I’ve said before, we can be optimistic and hope that everyone would act in a way that was courteous towards everyone in the community and outside of it; however I’ve found this to not be the case.
You can say I don’t have a lot of faith in people. I’ve probably spent too many years working in the public sector and seen the worst in every group of people. I’ve worked in rich neighborhoods and poor ones. I’ve seen people of all walks who were good and bad. I can say this; the overwhelming majorities are self-centered, selfish, narcissistic assholes. It’s about “I’m the center of the universe and how dare you deny me what I want”. It’s all about “me”.
The wealthy have a bigger sense of entitlement than the poor ever have had. We live in a society that values money over many other things. If people have money we tend to bend over backward to let them have what they want. Why? Because we want some of their money! So when wealthy people are told no, they tend to go bug shit. When you tell them that “I don’t give a damn who you are, how much $ you have or what business you run, you can’t run around breaking the law”, you see how many of them throw a fit, threaten to sue or have your badge.
All that aside, here’s what I’m seeing. I’m seeing the vampire community becoming two distinct groups, ones who want structure and law and the ones who don’t. It’s not so much an us vs. them situation, and I don’t want it to be seen as that. However, perhaps it’s time that those who do want a more structured, law and order kind of environment need to create their own version of that, their own Order. Those who want to join, can. Those who don’t want anything to do with it, we wish you well.
Since there are so many out there who are opposed to living under any kind of rules, law or guidelines, I say “fine, don’t”. We can’t force anybody to accept or want to live the way we do, so let’s let them go. They don’t have to be a part of what we are looking to do, which is unite the community for the betterment (and safety) of all. Let’s not waste our time trying to convince them. You might as well talk to a brick wall. We choose to serve something higher than ourselves, the spirit of the community (or what in the past has been referred to as Elorath). What happened to that spirit? Did we become what we loathe? We turned into the “me/ I” instead of what once was the “we”.
Once again, this is not for everybody! There are those who are going to voluntarily join and decide to serve something greater than ones’ self, and there will be those who know no god or anything higher than themselves. Let them worship their own narcissism in the darkness. When they are gone, nobody will remember them. It will be as if they have never lived. The black hole in their souls will never be filled. They will never have enough money, food, power, sex, material things and so on. Let them be empty shells of what they could be.
Let us take care of our own, those who see that what we are doing is for the betterment of all. Let’s seek to better ourselves and our communities (both Vampyric and mundane). Work to balance the dayside and the nightside so that we can be in a position to serve. Let’s work to encourage unity within the order, let each follow his conscience, and agree to disagree on some issues. Let’s let the various communities make their own traditions (or laws) according to a main charter (Black Veil or some other guidelines), dealing with their own set of challenges/ problems that may occur in that area.
The number one issue to address is that we need a system of checks and balances to make sure that the abuses of the past NEVER occur again. We need to make sure that it is clear that we will not tolerate the abuses of power that occurred before (blackmail, sexual harassment, violations of civil rights, ect). So how do we do this? We have a Council in each lodge, at least 3 members (elders of the community, preferably of a variety of paths). Let the members of the lodge vote on various issues. The lodge financial books will be open to all dues paying members for inspection. Having 3 elders (2 co-reagents and 1 keeper of the Veil/ local laws), keeps the balance. It keeps anybody from getting too power hungry, or vengeful. The other two can balance it out.
The days of the blood hunts an violence are gone. Those who break the Veil will answer for it to the lodge, tried by the council and the members. If found guilty of breaking mundane law, law enforcement will be notified and all evidence will be given to them. We will cooperate fully with any law enforcement investigation; comply with court orders and subpoenas. It is strongly suggested that every lodge consider retaining an attorney to handle legal issues and advice.
There are people who want the structure, ritual, and order that the old ways offered. However, there were those who abuse their power for their own needs. We need to make it clear that this is not the place for those who seek power, but seek to serve their community. Let’s make this a reality, a real brotherhood for those of the blood. Those who do not wish to be a part of it are free to go their own ways. May we part in peace as friends and brothers/ sisters.
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