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My mind is telling me no.

My heart is telling me yes.

My mind says to let you go.

My heart says to stay with.

My mind reminds me of all the bad times.

My heart reminds me of all the good times.

We've been through so much, but we both get hurt.

All them hugs and kisses mean so much.

We always argue, We always fuss!

Could this be the end of us, or Could this be the beginning for us?

Please let me know, I love you so!

I'm torn in between two and I really wanna be with you.

My mind is telling me to leave you alone.

My heart says don't give up.

My mind says remember all the times you cried.

My heart says remember his eyes, remember his touch, remember his smile.

My mind says I have waited for such a long while .

My heart says the longer the wait, the stronger your love.

I'm torn i don't know what to do.

I cry so much for you.

I long to feel your touch.

When I'm with you I'm happy.

When I'm torn away from you I fall apart.

When I hear those sweet, sweet words MAMI I LOVE YOU my heart is whole.

My heart says me and you are meant to be.

My mind says U and I are just a fantasy.

Torn is what I am.

Baby I love you but, something is telling me to stay away you have done to much..........

Should I stay? or Should I go?

I want you.

You want me.

I love you.

You love me.

You see, me and you are meant to be.

We know deep in our hearts we cant stand to be apart.

You and I are meant to be suppose to be.

And we still got it.

I know its there.

You know it there.

Come on papi don't be scared.

There is a hole in my heart that only you can feel.

You say you want me.

You say you need me.

You say you love me.

You say me and you will never be.

Make-up your mind.

Which one is which?

Stop leading me on.

Take me or leave me.

I'm so confused.

Stop telling me these things if it isn't true.

I can only take so much.

Your feelings are mixed up.

You don't know what you want.

You want me to change, Yet you don't like who I have become.

Take me as I am and how I appear, since you Love me so dear.

Or just leave me.

Love is misleading,you never realize it till its gone.

When you have it you cant seem to hold on.All them tears you cried seems like they meant nothing.

Your hugs disappear, as well as all them kisses.

all because of all the pain you put your loved one through,all the hurt.

All the times they tried to make it work.

Its like it meant nothing,

Because if it did your loved one would still be with you.

And now that your feeling all alone like there is nothing left between you two.

You finally start to realize that what you had in front of you was good.But now its gone and its your fault.

If you had treated him/her right and never lied.

You would be the one in their arms tonight.

always Thought we was meant to be.

But we are not.

I've fallen in love then out of love with you>

I'm done.

I'm gone.

I hate to say it but its true.

There will never be another me and you.

I'm tired of being put down.

I'm tired of there always being a frown.

There is nothing left to give.

And nothing left to receive.

Forget the love we shared.

Forget we even cared.

No more hugs.

No more kisses.

The love we had was true.

But I have nomore tears to cry for you.

Your touch feels so real

Your kiss so gentle.

Then my eyes open and

I'm missing you.



The day drags by slowly.

Its cold outside.

I look up into the sky.

I see your smiling face,

I feel your warm embrace.

The wind blows and

I'm missing you.



I take a deep breath

as i walk inside.

I sit on the couch

as memories of you

flood my mind.

I laugh and remember.

Suddenly,

I'm missing you.



I run a hot shower.

I close my eyes,

as the steam rises

I feel you breathing down my neck.

MM the water feels so good.

I feel you caress my body .

I'm missing you.



As the sky darkens

and your body is not near,

Its hard to sleep.

And I start to shed my tears.

Suddenly,

I'm missing you.



As my memories start to feel

like Once Upon a Time

my love for you will never die.

And I will STILL Be

Missing You!

I feel like everyone turned against me.

With no one to run to.

With no one to talk to.

Invisible to others,

a shadow in the dark.

My own family resents me.

I'm trapped in a dark corner with

no light to walk towards.

trying to please everyone but i'm still

left alone in the cold winter snow.

They forgot me!!

Its like I don't Exist!!

I was never here!!

A lost memory waiting to be found.

I'm not a good enough lover,

I'm not a good enough Daughter.

I'm just a shadow in the dark.

Why am I even Here?

Why do I even care?

I've given up so much.

I guess i'm just tired of being a shadow in the dark.