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i dont kno anymore thingz are good at the moment bt i kno it wont last. im in love wid some1 from the past, hez in jail tho. i dont kno wut to do about the stitch im already in. with a cheater n a lier. i love him yes i mean we have a kid 2gether bt at the same time i kno im being used as a fuckbuddy. i need ta leave bt im scared 2 im scared to leave for i might lose my son if i do. bt im b pretty much a slave if i dont. wut the fuck do i do ???!!!!!!!!!

i dont kno wut the fuck to think anymore. i cant do anything without geting yelled at. he almost hit me the other day. i wish he would hav hit me tho it would of givin me reason ta stomp hiz ass !!!!!!!! im soo sick and tiered of hiz crap i wont put up wid it any longer im done itz time 2 find some1 who undrstandz me for wut n who i truly am !!!!!!

iv learnd thru yearz of pain that everything happenz for a reason.u may not kno wut that reason is now or even yearz from now bt ur pain n anger r the only thingz that will get u thru it alive. wev all had our share of pain, sufforing, rage n torment. bt wut we hav 2 remembr iz that therz alwayz som1 thatz going thru more shit then we r. if we r 2 make it thru an unforgiving and forboding existance then all we hav is ourselves and otherz lik us.