Wow things are really starting to suck. The other day my head was hurting so bad I was hallucinating, and all I could do was sleep all day in a cold and dark room because I kept over heating and the light hurt way too much to be in any lighted area. And now it's hard to eat normal food. I just feel so hungry and thirsty all the time, and before it just didn't do anything, but now when I eat of drink normal food, I feel sick. I still feel so hungry or thirsty, it's hard to tell the difference, but when I eat normal food, despite the insane hunger, I want to throw it up. I know what my body is craving... but It's so hard for me to get, and this feeling is starting to drive me mad. I just hope nothing bad happens while I work on getting what I need.
I honestly can't believe humans. Last night, I went on my roof after reading about gay concentration camps in Russia. This is an issue that is currently going on, not something from the past, but one would have thought they would of learned from the past. All they want is control and power, and if anyone threatens to be different and their own, then that threatens how much control other people have other them. And I don't understand why gay people are being targeted either. All humans will die eventually, and so their soul is what really counts. Why should it matter what body their lover has? It wont when they're dead.
It's just so stupid how pitiful humanity can be, they're all human, but treat each other so differently just because of small differences. Before I never would've though I would be talking about humanity like this, but after reading that, and after really thinking about things on the roof list night, I realized that humans are the real monsters in this world.
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Some things will never change no matter how many years will pass and how many things have changed. People will be scared of "difference" because they ca not understand that and what ever they do not understand they fear it. Unfortunatly to what you said above there is only truth. Human race are worse than animals and I feel sad and ashamed when people dont open their eyes and hearts fully. Not only in different people but on simple things too. Hopefuly some day all that will change
Same with racism and sexism - still happening, from a viewpoint of white hetero male supremacy, because white straight men have classically always been the ones in power, they feel the need to grasp onto the power as much as possible and continue the persecution of anyone who doesn't fit their narrow box.
Russia's homophobia has been known for a long time - people didn't give a shit, and now that it's in the mainstream media, people are losing their heads about it - while it was previously ignored.
Pussy Riot is another example of the outstanding issues in some countries (if not all) on sexism, and also happens to be Russian. People knew there were bad sexism issues in Russia, but didn't care until Pussy Riot made themselves known - and were then shut down.
Now people have gone back to not caring - because if they can't see it, it's not happening.
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DarkestTemptation
05:32 Apr 19 2017
You need to feed an soon. You can't hide or deny what you are. Blood, pure psy/psi energy or other means.