There's this kid that I, along with a lot of other people, really don't like. I'm just going to call him A. The other day, I was at choir, and he happens to sit at the same table as me and my friends when we go to eat. (We have dinner at the building after we hang out, then we go to choir practice) My group is small, but it has a very good friend of mine, she's basically a sister and she knows that i'm a vampire, I'll call her D, my brother, my brother's girlfriend, some new kid, and A.
I normally don't sit with them to eat, but for once I felt like it. I was just talking to D, when A suddenly said "I know." Directly to me. Again, I don't like him, so we never talk, so I was really confused. When I asked him what he meant, he said that he knew that I'm a vampire. He said it fairly loud so I was really happy that the other people at my table were having a conversation, but when I tried to play it off as a joke, he told me that he wasn't joking, and that he knew. When I finally realized that I couldn't convince him other wise, I asked him how he found out, and he just said that he figured it out.
This kid is someone who genuinely believes that he's immortal, and the ruler of three dimensions, so normally I wouldn't worry about it, but it's that he doesn't really try to hide it, and if it's about someone else he really doesn't try to hide it. He also is very strong, and is known for his aggressiveness. I only see him once a week at choir practice on Sunday night's but I'm not sure what to do about it. Including him there are now only 4 people that know about my secret, and I only tell people very close to me, and that I trust a lot. I wasn't planning on letting anyone else knowing for quite awhile, but then this happened. Now I honestly don't know what to do.
Recently I've been really sick, and I'm only getting worse. I think it's a sinus infection, but while I'm having lots of sinus pressure, my throat also feels like I swallowed a bunch of blades. On top of that school has been a butt and I have a bunch of homework everyday. Then there's my family.... Man I could rant about them for hours. But with everything together, I just don't have anytime to do anything.
For a while now my dad has been getting mad at me for my room always being so cold and dark, and although I tell him that's how I like it, he still say's it's unhealthy, and wrong. Recently he'll get mad and tell me that I have to "stop all this vampire-like crap", and if that's what he thinks then he doesn't even know the half of it, which I find a little humorous and a little hurtful. I know he means well, but he's forcing me to get a lamp, even though he knows my eyes are severely light sensitive. I'm honestly not sure what to do about it. I do dearly love my dad, but sometimes I just.... I don't know what to think.
COMMENTS
Get the lamp to please your father but when you turn it on make sure you have your sunglasses on okay that will protect your eyes from the harmful light.
All day today I've felt off. My appetite was all over the place, and I was much more quiet than I normally am. My teacher noticed that something was wrong, but my best friend didn't (that kinda stung). But I was doing a lot of thinking, more than normal. I couldn't focus in any classes, and I tried to sort out my schedule to get things done today, but I still couldn't. I'm not sure what's wrong, but I don't think tomorrow will be any better :(.
COMMENTS
-