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Your leaving didnt hurt me,

Your come back left a knick.

Your dumping me did no damage,

Your dateing him did the trick.

I didnt want to feel it,

I didnt want to cry.

I didnt want to catch you,

With that other guy.

I didnt want your sorry,

I didnt want your screams.

I didnt want to feel you,

Living out his dreams.

I dont want him to know you,

Your skin for him to touch.

The thought of carnal moment,

A thought that hurts too much.

I dont know what I'm doing,

These thoughts they run my head.

Reliving painful moments,

I dared hope laid down dead.

I cant make you want leave him,

Those events I cant direct.

So instead I live with my own pain,

A ghost you helped ressurect.

I can feel it creeping up in me,

Begging to come out and play.

The more that I try to control it,

The more that things just slip away.

I am not real violent by nature,

I dont like to brew up a storm.

My feelings come down now in torrent,

But for me I guess that is the norm.

I was hoping to find someone different,

Someone, a friend just like me.

I was hoping to open myself up,

But friend always come with a fee.

So untill things change I wont let them,

My feelings to to bask in false joy.

Untill people give me a real chance,

I guess I am stuck as rage boy.

I''l show you your pain if you let me,

But you'll cry over me I swear.

I'll show you just where that you come from

The United Staes of dispair.

There is no light at the end of the tunnel,

No saftey found in fathers arms.

There is no such thing as damnation,

Some deamons to bring you to harm.

There is only this moment to live in,

Pain in this life to be had.

You can really one blame your self sweet heart,

Your responsible for the good and the bad.