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When i wake up in the morning,

nothing can seems real.

Nothing is the same,

when its you that i cant feel.

I reach around to feel you,

and rember that you left.

A chill runs up my body,

no warmth found in your breath.

My body keeps reacting,

as if your still around.

But my heart knows what is missing,

and my head knows it wont be found.

Just when i think its over,

just when my heart has healed.

I close my eyes and want to,

rember how you feel.

I raise my hands to ask in prayer,

to beg in suplication.

to urge the gods who live on high,

whats my destination.

To sink with those into the night,

who souls are lined with burdens.

To rise above and live eternal,

where thoughts and love do burgeon.

I dont have friends, I have faces.

People who dont know my name,

You think that they would know me,

But they dont even know my pain.

In life we play our games,

We act like we could care.

But I really know its bullshit,

And I know that thats not fair.

In fact you could never know me,

And the truth is you never will.

I wont let you near me,

If you try I will probably kill.

I dont care for your feeling,

I dont care if you stay.

If you leave I wont bat an eyelash,

I would probably show you the way.

Friends are friends in real life,

on the net thats where they stay.

I dont believe in people,

and thats my only way.