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I write this to a nameless face, a faceless person, I'll give you a name... Arthur.. So let us begin..

On April 2 2010, I was on a plane headed to a place called Logansport, IN. I was going there to meet a man at the time I thought was "the one". Exactly 2 months from the date, that same man shattered my heart and any trust I had left to give. 5 days later, I was on a plane and headed home to San Diego. I originally started writing this in a dark room by candle light..

Arthur, things are differant inside me which I suppose is normal considering the circumstance, but something really, really, really, changed. I went so far for him and I'm not just talking about the miles on the plane.. I went really far, I trusted him, deeply trusted him, I loved him and I loved his children. In the end he just flat out didn't like me. He said I made him feel uncomfortable, he felt drained when he was in the same room with me, he said he couldn't understand me no matter how hard he tried and that there was something definately wrong with me but he didn't know what it. He called me weird, just like everybody else calls me, oh how I hate being called weird and then not being given a reason as to why.. These words were devastating and all I could think of is revenge. I wanted him to be plagued with nightmares and I wished that someday he would feel the intense pain I had felt in that moment..

The morning I left for the airport, he couldn't even come out of his room and say goodbye.. the only sounds I heard was the annoying barking coming out of the mouth of his ugly rat dog. It was a low blow and it didn't make things any easier, not for me anyways.. I was hurt so bad Arthur. I was made a fool, I was blinded, I stood no chance.. Today I'm ok...