I really hope that you're doing okay,
I feel kind of shit and I miss you today,
But I guess you don't care or you don't want to know,
Since you were the one that let me go,
But tell me now, are you fine?
Or does your chest hurt the same as mine?
We had ups and downs over the years,
Some things that you did, they brought me to tears,
Like when we went out and held hands on the beach,
Collected rocks and found a heart one each,
Like when you slept with her because you "felt lonely",
Well so did I but you were still my only.
Some days I feel like I'm doing fine,
Just like I did back when you were mine,
But then I come down from my high,
I can't hold back the tears, can't help but cry,
So I drink and drink and try to forget,
Although I haven't had quite enough yet.
I miss you, your room, the way it smells,
The framed pictures of us instead of empty shells,
I miss your soft kiss on my lips,
The way your hands felt on my hips,
The midnight calls to keep me awake,
The midday walks down to the lake.
My love, my first, I hoped it would last,
But now I'm just a part of your past,
The constant fights of "I love you more",
That you'd never let me win, but why? What for?
Surely now it proves to be true,
Since I am still in love with you.
I really hope that you're doing okay.
I feel kind of shit
And I miss you today.
COMMENTS
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StrangeWings
22:07 Feb 12 2016
Wow, very beautiful but so heartbreaking. I've been there before and know that pain all too well...
QueenZombiee
22:13 Feb 12 2016
Very nice.