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Can't wait to get home I miss my bed and my creature comforts. Oy it will be nice to get home, yay!

Anger can be harnessed, yes, not hate, because if it is it comes at a price. Your hate, because it is an extreme, consumes you and taints everything you do. If hate motivates you to achieve something that something can only be enjoyed if it causes suffering in another. Your mind warps and others see it that surround you and given enough time people will avoid you and no matter how much you achieve no one will ever love you for real, you will only have friends that are bought and paid for, and they will constantly think what have you done for me lately, rather then being thankful for what you have done, and liking you for you. Hate only harms and in the end the it harms you too.

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Saraswati
02:19 Nov 15 2012

I doubt anyone would be still be here if not for hate, still it is a waste of time, don't hate, get angry and kick ass then get over it. Hate never ends. It is eternal, an all consuming obsession that takes your energy and gives it to the very person you hate. I know I am hated by a few and every time they think of me or speak of me I get a jolt. However before I realized what it was it made me anxious, and on edge. Now that I know what it is I utilize it and channel it into great things I hike, I paint, I sing, I go out with friends and then the energy is spent, and they are drained, still consumed by the hate they feel. Never moving forward in life forever stuck in one place fixated on what is happening in my life, and in their attempts at making me look bad. After a while people will see it for what it is and it will get old, and others will see them for what they are, for some it is already happening. Others are still rising in power, but they too shall fall, as does every power mad person. The bigger they are the harder they fall. I just do me, because I know my hate is wasted on them, it will happen whether I want it to or not, it is the pattern of life, the very nature of it.

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Saraswati
02:30 Nov 15 2012

Speak of the devil I feel it once again white hot like fire and now I shall channel it into work. I thank you for your energy. It will be put to good use.

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I find I have moments only to myself these days, yet I am not angry about it. I find I am in high demand and it is good to feel needed. I often talk of how much I dislike my family, yet they made me who I am so I find myself forced to love them as they are, even if they are a bunch of less then reputable people. I can't wait to see my nephews and my niece again, it has been a while, and I miss them so.



I got Jocie a set of paints and canvases, and a guitar she is still young but she already shows talent in both areas. And my oldest nephew will be getting more skater gear and a few video games including black ops two, halo four, and mass effect trilogy. I know he will be psyched. And my younger nephew, the brain, is getting a chemistry set with supplies, and his own video camera so he can tape the out come or just have fun! I miss them dearly. I hope they are happy to see me, and I can't wait to see the looks on their faces when they open the gifts!

This is my away profile. I only log into this one when out of town in a specific place. This place is like my bat cave. I love the solitude of this cabin. I had a few moments so I decided to log in for old time sake. It has been a long time too, last time I was on was the 21 of March. Wow truly it has been a while. I can't believe how many people still come by this rotting corpse of a profile just to see if I have been resurrected. XD Well for now that is all I will write. I doubt I will be on this profile again, for a very long time but you never know it could happen. I think I will stop by some old friends pros and drop them a line.