stories section is better
09:45 Apr 13 2006
Times Read: 537
hello hello and welcome to my journal. even though this is my 20th entry, i figure it'll be fun to say hello as though it is my first one. why not? so hello there.
if you're here to check out my stories, click on the 'stories journal', not this one. this journal is silly personal stuff, which you are more than welcome to read, but until you've seen my stories, you might think i'm a goof. so, i encourage you to read the stories first, then you'll know i'm a goof.
oh, yeah, the pink. im punishing myself because a few earlier journal entries were very grumpy and, well, grumpy. so pink (actually, it's violet) is my color until i can be nice. ;)
thank you and good night.
happy happy joy joy
09:01 Apr 10 2006
Times Read: 542
golly jeepers, i sure have been complaining a lot. ok, im not going to complain for a while now, and i'll just be positive and nice. (and part of my self imposed punishment is that i have to write in pink until i buck up and act like a civilized being). negative thoughts can only reap more negative actions... yes? so, contrawise, good thoughts will beget good deeds and everything will be super, and i will meet all kinds of cool educated intellectuals who love art and music, appreciate history and poetry and get all my literary references and love monty python and know who baudelaire was.
well, a man can dream, right?
"the struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill one's heart.." yes?
check out my hot bod!
08:40 Apr 10 2006
Times Read: 546
this is another chance for me to rant about the nonsense and disappointment i feel around here. but, i stick around, because there is the nice occasion that i run into a decent type. what's my problem? i'll tell you. far far too many around here are only interested in people's pix and the shiny glittery stuff on their profiles, and not interested in content. what is this, a clip art contest? oh how so much like mainstream society it all is. and i delude myself into thinking this is a forum for alternative types. sucker...
case in point - i notice chicks who have profiles with one journal entry in six months, two or three pix in their profile, and a portfolio with an apology for no pix, and an "i'll get around to it..." paragraph. and their rating is almost a '9.' and why? cuz she's a chick with a hot avatar. and then there are others who write all kinds of cool stuff, but don't have a hot anime chick for an avatar, and they get shit for ratings. pathetic.
but it's not that which bothers me really, because i've been dealing with this shit for years, since the end of junior high school when i decided to start punking out my hair and to start asking questions like, does it have to be like this?...it's the disappointment, (and i am a sucker, because i still hope it'll be different every time i log in) which gets me. i guess i keep hoping that a forum of vampires will be a little different than all those goddam idiots at the malls and the parking lots and the gas stations.
so maybe i'll just put headers on all my forum posts and journal entries etc. that say something about a bare ass or nipples or something mundane and pathetic. and i'll change my avatar to some clip art of a young vampire bitch dildo fucking a cheerleader. and presto-chango, everyone will be reading my posts left and right. oh, but wait, the content. the content will have to be base, something like "i haven't bothered to spend ten seconds on google to figure this out by myself, so i'll ask it publicly... -enter any random idiot question with poor grammar and bad spelling-). yeah, then people will listen to me. and i'll fit in with everyone and be just like them and i'll be happy. oh wait, i'll need to hit myself in the head with a hammer a few dozen times first, so i'll believe all this. oh happiness, here i come...
boy golly06:51 Apr 05 2006
Times Read: 550
boy golly, some folk sure do like to complain, don't they? i can't really explain what i mean, because i didn't bother to read the whole message they wrote, for after a few words it became quite clear that several things were happening: that they can't spell worth a shit (duh), that they cannot control their emotions, and get all worked up over whatever it was they were (are still most likely) worked up over, and finally, that they have the intellect of a small rodent (perhaps a squirrel). it would be sad if it weren't so funny. or is that supposed to be the other way around?? hehe.
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