nothing ever happens on wednesday
until i sacrifice my eyes
just empty walls
filled with noise
and it's never loud enough
never
no one ever matters anymore
the space between us like mountains
but it's never far enough
and you're never here
anyway
i never feel anything with you
like a pessimistic rumour
nothing ever happens with you
until lose myself
in your loss
you're an empty wall
you're a mountain
you're a rumour
and you're never
ever
loud enough
none of these books
mean anything to me now
these pages i have so protected
why did you go?
why did you leave me
with all these trunks
filled with shit i don't ever want to see
i forget
when i look at the pictures
i forget
and smile at you smiling back
and i cannot forget any longer
so i lock the trunks
and hide the pictures
and stare at my books
waiting for them to tell me something
anything
none of these books
mean anything to me now
these pages i have so protected
why did you go?
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