Finally the pictures from my last shoot are up in my portfolio! Take a peak and let me know what you think ;)
It's 1h30AM and I've got a shoot tomorrow during the day which is totally unplanned at this stage. I know in my head what I want the pictures to look like, I know exactly what the magazine wants so I should be able to get it right.
Is it possible to be very tired but still not able to get any sleep? A friend of mine borrowed my magical sleep spray so I'm left to deal with the demons of insomnia on my own. I'll post the results of my shoot tomorrow. Sleep well VR.
Today it's my grandmothers birthday. She died 11 months ago. Life never really prepares you for the loss of your loved ones. I still can't hold back the tears each time I think of her.
A question asked by one of my House members got full of similar replies, people are pained by the loss of someone dear, those left behind want to know that everything is alright in heaven or elsewhere.. Death hurts everyone in the same way, we all get wounded in the same fashion. I'm not sure I'll ever get over her death, especially not since I'm now living in her house.
Happy Birthday gran, I miss you.
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I know how hard it is I loved my grandmother with all that I am. but I have something of her that I keep with me always. I do find that I cry when I pick up a bottle of her fav. lics but I always poor some out for her.
Just close your eyes and see her with your heart and she will always be there. hugs sorry for your loss.
looking after my Gran got me into care-work.
and I see it this way.. long as you feel them, in your heart.. they're not dead and gone.
~hugs~
*belated hug*
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