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Portfolio Update
11:26 Dec 19 2008
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Finally the pictures from my last shoot are up in my portfolio! Take a peak and let me know what you think ;)

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23:37 Dec 17 2008
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It's 1h30AM and I've got a shoot tomorrow during the day which is totally unplanned at this stage. I know in my head what I want the pictures to look like, I know exactly what the magazine wants so I should be able to get it right.

Is it possible to be very tired but still not able to get any sleep? A friend of mine borrowed my magical sleep spray so I'm left to deal with the demons of insomnia on my own. I'll post the results of my shoot tomorrow. Sleep well VR.

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08:44 Dec 04 2008
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Today it's my grandmothers birthday. She died 11 months ago. Life never really prepares you for the loss of your loved ones. I still can't hold back the tears each time I think of her.

A question asked by one of my House members got full of similar replies, people are pained by the loss of someone dear, those left behind want to know that everything is alright in heaven or elsewhere.. Death hurts everyone in the same way, we all get wounded in the same fashion. I'm not sure I'll ever get over her death, especially not since I'm now living in her house.

Happy Birthday gran, I miss you.

Deep Sleep
12:43 Dec 02 2008
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Do you have trouble sleeping? I generally don't. I do have trouble getting more than 6 hours of sleep even on the days when I can afford to have 12 hours straight though, which makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me or if stress has finally gotten the best of me.

I've tried many things, relaxation being one of them. Nothing worked. I didn't want to start taking pills to put myself to sleep, I hear that chemically induced sleeps are never as good as the real thing. A friend of mine had told me about this spray that she got for her boyfriend, which also happens to be my cousin, which you spray on the pillow and on yourself, and it helps you get into a deep state of sleep.

I went to the Body Shop where they sell said spray and bought myself a bottle of it. When you smell it off the bottle, it smells nice, a bit citrusy, nothing too horrible. I came home and decided to test it the very same night. I sprayed a full spray onto my pillow and some on myself and was immediately knocked back at how harsh the was. I was lucky that it didn't set off my allergies otherwise I would probably not have made it to the phone to call for help.

I got into bed making sure not to breathe in too deeply and I was totally out of it the very next second. I woke up 13 hours later, rested but with a headache, which I assume was because I slept too much.

So the spray works even though it doesn't smell like cinnamon rolls. Give it a try if you have hard time sleeping and need to be knocked unconscious.