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Betrail....it seems to happin most to those who try to protect the ones they care for or the guardiens get it by those whom do not let them do there job.....i for one has felt that betrail.....



Personaly i should have expected it comeing from an ex of mine but that is my own doing im leaveing her on her own she has no need for my help and she needs to learn to be on her own with out haveing some one to fall apon....



i know i sound cruel but it is how it must be i wish her well and happyness but i can no longer be there for her when she needs some one...

the shadow raven has been given a great honnor as acm of the coven he resides in

today i wake up with a sence of freezing cold covering my body as if i lost something preasious to me no mater what i do i remain cold woundering what has happined for me to feel this way i hope the answer comes soon for the chill is unbarible if feels like i am 100 below zero even tho my body is normal temperatur god i hope every thing is alright....!

life it seems has no remors when it comes down to pain all we who live can do is take it head on and not look back.....after fighting the one you love so dearly your mind begins to wounder why it happined even regreating that it even happined or even woundering if the reason was worth it.....me i foght with my Luna and i been cruched ever since seeing her cry cus her weekend was bad and fighting with me didnt help all because her ex asked her to call him....it was not worth it and im to damn stoburn to even say sorry for hurting her thats why i right in my journal cus even tho i want to say sorry the words never come out of my mouth and i dont even know why probably cus i hate the word with a passioni really dont know....

but if she ever reads it even tho she is not on this site or any other i hope she knows i am sorry for causing her pain and that i love her very much....