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you will never find a better tool than your raw, untapped emotion. It's almost endless and equates to an adaptable form of energy for any occasion. A simple excercise is to breath in and focus on your anger. You don't need to think about a specific event but moreso a general feeling you've experienced. Surface anger is almost useless and by that I mean anger that has triggered you to be angry. It's the emotion, passion, or feelings deep within that are your true power. If something angers you drawing from your stored anger is crucial as it will magnify the experience.



There is a catch however. How level headed are you? You're in for a world of hurt if you don't have the wisdom to know the difference between a positive or negative outcome. The only factor in the outcome is soley how it affects YOU and you alone.



This is not to be confused with LaVey Satanism. The Force dwarves any worldly religion that we could "feel" or in some cases conjure. I ALWAYS look forward to proving this and would appreciate that no one hold back. Whatever doesn't kill me WILL make me stronger.

The fundamental difference between Jedi and Sith philosphy is much much simpler than you might imagine. It's not as simple as good vs. evil but bear with me and I'll explain in detail as much as possible without cluttering this piece.



The fundamental difference bettween Sith and Jedi is how they view the people of the universe. Sith and Jedi are identical in almost every aspect but they merely move towards the same goals differently. The same goal in this case is peace, order, justice throughout the entire reaches of space.



The Jedi have faith in people where they mediate, arbitrate, and bargain to keep the peace intact. The Sith dominate in order to achieve the same goal but have no faith in people.



The first step into taking a darker path is to figure out how Jedi could be evil. It seems illogical to even try to make an argument. The answer is simple. Hpocracy is one argument that could easily be made. Jedi are cowboys taking the same course of action to solve problems as a Sith. They may use their powers for good but I don't see it that way. I prefer to see through the lies of their philosophy. My personal experience is utter disgust for people. How is the pholisphy of Jedi "good" when they're enabling the very people who do cruel and terrible things to each other. My quote in my profile says it all. People just don't deserve to be babysat. They need firm and fair discipline until they're old enough to take care of themselves and stop acting like animals. I can play that game too if they'd prefer. I like pets.

Darkness is not to be confused with evil. "Evil is a point of view" as pointed out by great characters such as Lestat and Darth Sidious. It is my opinion that to be evil is the highest form of hypocracy when it was most likely evil actions that shaped your attitude on the subject in the first place.



I am no hero. I tried to do the right thing my entire life but was forced into darkness. My raw emotion is a catalyst fueling my actions. If I seem to walk around with a chip on my shoulder see it for what it is, and nothing more. It is a chip of sorts, yes, but more importantly it's an untapped essence that I draw forth as needed.



You may be thinking I'm "out of my mind" but let me remind you that no one is ever "in" theirs. I'm comfortable with these particular set of delusions, mainly, for one reason, They're my own. Never will you see me playing other people's games varying from religion to politics to even relationships with people. I am not codependant, I am not, "normal".



There is a price for everything and you get what you pay for at the same time. The wisdom I've accumulated has come from very very tough lessons that I don't care for. Looking back I'd rather not have learned them but dwelling on the past will only corrupt the present making the future hopeless. Be mindful of the past, present, and future by living in the present, learning from the past, while moving towards the future.