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Wondering who you are and where you have been



Needing more than a lover, wanting a friend



Someone to talk to, and hold my hand



Compassionate, loving, someone to understand



My life is complex, and never at peace



You are never quite within my reach



To love you emotional suicide



Your heart from me you always hide



This sad tale must come to an end



For I have lovers but never a friend



(written 11/03)

Here I sit all alone with no one to talk to or call my own



Such a sad existance not much of a life it all started down hill when I was no longer a wife



So much water under the bridge so much to drown in living life close to the edge



Happiness no longer a common thing no longer an Angel for I now have broken wings



Pity is not something for which I desire for in my soul there burns a fire



To rage on through life out of control if you think of it please pray for my soul



The night brings false comfort and hope Peace is the one thing needed to cope



This is my life for better or worse

Sadly reduced to this pitful verse





(written 11/03)