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I've not always been alone

Not always had such an empty home

Now endlessly every night I roam

Yet every night I remain on my own

I no can no longer stand any other human being

Of their existence I know not the meaning

Never knowing if they're meaning what they're saying

So far I can see none of them worth saving

So alone I'll sit in the dark

With no other sound than the beating of my own heart

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I am on my own today

No other can steal me away

I am on my own today

No I'll not listen to what they have to say



I live my life alone cast away by their hatred

They no longer consider my life sacred

They've stolen my reason for being

Stole my reason for breathing

All I've ever heard was the sounds of their screaming

The next thing I knew every one was leaving

My dreams and ideas were left torn and shattered

I was left feeling beaten and battered

Left feeling used and abused

Then tossed out like yesterday's old news



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I am on my own today

No other can steal me away

I am on my own today

No I'll not listen to what they have to say



It seems for me there is no salvation

Is this the cause of some unknown reaction

This is the reason why that for life I do not strive

I no longer have a reason to be alive

From death I will never ever hide

For when she comes I'll be ready for my last ride

Even if what awaits me is eternal damnation

Even if after death I'm still lost from salvation

Every one can see that I'm through from my reckless attitude

So my friend this is why while I'm still alive I'll embrace this solitude



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I am on my own today

No other can steal me away

I am on my own today

No I'll not listen to what they have to say x2



I am on my own today



No I'll not listen to what they have to say



No I'll no longer listen to what they say

No I'll no longer listen to what you have to say

It's cold now that my fears have come true

In this life what else is there to do

Every night I scream, with face turning blue

I know that I should have never let go of you

Now I lay alone, every night

Left wondering if for you I should fight

Even if I know there's no chance left for that

So instead I'll sit wasting time until my pulse go flat

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I saved every tear, that I've shed for you

So that of my pain, you'd have some clue

Said there's a lot of pain, that I've put you through

And don't worry, no one will ever blame you

You were the light guiding me out from all my trouble

With out you my love and life both crumble

I try to pick myself back up but stumble

Try to grab a hold of my life but fumble

Oh how I wish that you were still here

I'd give anything if back into my life you were to appear

Baby I'm sorry for the damage that I've done

Please let me see you once more, before I am gone

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I saved every tear, that I've shed for you

So that of my pain, you'd have some clue

Said there's a lot of pain that I've put you through

And don't worry, no one will ever blame you

With out you I don't know what I have to live for

I'll for ever remain a wide open gaping sore

With out you I'll never be able to pick myself back up from the floor

Every one's words will shoot straight through my heart's core

The sad thing is that I know that I deserve this

My mind is breaking, I can no longer take this

My mind can't work this way

I have a lot on my mind, and none of it I know how to say

In my head all of you favorite songs play

Getting visions of you and our love every day

With out you my life will never be ok

For my mind will always be gone astray

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I saved every tear, that I've shed for you

So that of my pain, you'd have some clue

Said that there's a lot of pain that I've put you through

And don't worry, no one will ever blame you



I know there's a lot of pain that I've put you through

And don't worry, no one will ever blame you



No one will ever blame you



No they'll never blame you

Feed me, feed my addiction

Eat me, eat my erection

Climb on top, ride on me

Play with me, bring me to my highest state of extacy



Flowers blooming, Unfolding lips of love

Spermicide dripping, no need for the glove

Scratching and biting, fighting to climb up above

Sweating and bleeding, the push is now turned into shove

Broken and aching, the thrust is crushing

Rhythmic breathing, combined fluids come rushing



Feed me, feed my addiction

Eat me, eat my erection

Climb on top, ride on me

Play with me, bring me to my highest state of extacy



Simple movements, almost out of breath

Never slowing, the only thing to stop us now would be death

Body heat rising, our spirits are intertwining

Increasing speeds, our fluids are combining

Deep inhales, from between us comes a rushing sea

Two hearts beating, I could be stuck in this moment for eternity



Feed me, feed my addiction

Eat me, eat my erection

Climb on top, ride on me

Play with me, bring me to my highest state of extacy



Tear filled eyes, she can feel the future contractions

Blood filled mouths, caught in the moment of their animalistic attraction

Hearts racing, every bone in their body is now aching

Sweat dripping, together they lay with their bodies still shaking



Feed me, feed my addiction

Eat me, eat my erection

Climb on top, ride on me

Play with me, bring me to my highest state of extacy