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Been spending my online social time elsewhere these days. I still log on here but not as much as I used to.
I feel better putting distance between myself and others (certain ones) on this site.
I like a blocking feature that makes others disappear when I want them to. Granted yes I know that’s not how the world as a whole works but put a keyboard in front of certain individuals and they become worse examples of what not to be. I’m just too tired to have relationships with people who think that I exsist solely to fix all of their life problems. Newsflash I have my own problems I don’t want yours as well. Maybe it’s the indifference from the depression I suffer from it is that time of the season where it worsens and joy of joys it started early than it typically does this year.
I want to be an inspiration to others to encourage but when I’m too close to them it makes it hard to be objective. There are all kinds of feelings flying around everyone is overwhelming to be near even at such a great distance I feel like they are sitting right on top of my chest. It’s suffocating. I suppose it’s out of sight out of mind.
I tried to warn others about certain people here but like most others they have to learn the hard way.
I petitioned to be in a house but only after a day or so was told I caused drama. Apparently it was some long ago drama but I wasn’t told what I did. Only accused and then kicked from the house. I have my suspicions it was a certain person who has jealousy issues with any other person talking to her cult
members. I guess we’ll never know. Either way if after all this time you still are holding a grudge I think you need counseling to get over that….I mean that just fucking silly to tell people who they can and can’t talk to they are grown fucking adults but I digress people are just silly this day in age.