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well, it seems that the people I live with are once again trying my patience. i'm getting really tired of the bullshit that is going on in this place. no matter what i seem to do i get shit on for something. all i ask is for some fucking company when i'm smoking a ciggarette and i get nothing in return. I get ignored, my shit pirated, and, last but not least, treated like a fucking house pet. I'm not a fucking pet, i'm not your chuckle monkey, treat me like a human being or GTFO. I'm extatic that i'm moving home soon, this shit will finaly end and i'll get some goddamn peace and quiet. Possibly a job as well.



All I want is to be treated with some fucking respect and kindness. Granted they did take me in, but i'm treated more like a nusance than a friend. It's always them not me.



Fuck this, I don't want to be friends with people that are going to treat me this way.



I can understand why most people don't like them much.





seriously..







So....





fucking....





pissed....

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Muffin15
10:52 Dec 18 2010

Fuck people lyk that,

they aren't friends at all hun.

Hope things get bttr soon :)

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More sane than yesturday, and in less pain then the day before. I'm relaxing right now, and enjoying some television. Waiting for the long trip home. 8 days now. I am fairly excited for it, although, I don't like busses much.

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Beth
20:07 Dec 16 2010

A perfect 10

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I did something endlessly regretable, I'm not going to say what becasue i don't need to get yelled at by cirtain people. I will say, it has nothing to do with drugs, but it is self harm. no razors were used or knives blades or any sharp implement.



regarless, it hurts, I'm glad i did it. it didn't really hurt when i did it though...



I just hope she's happy. really really happy.

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Muffin15
12:27 Dec 16 2010

You shouldn't purposely hurt urself sy....

Anyone worth your time would

never make you want to cause harm

to yourself..

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The only way to describe how I feel is simply that. Frustration. I live with people that are not only polar opposites, but, for the most part have complete different opinions of me.



The first is Maddogg, he is on VR with this name as well and I encourage everyone on here to give him a look. He treats me with respect, most of the time, if he doesn't he is irritated for some reason and I don't hold it against him.



The other is liz. His girlfriend. She is an overly controlling bitch that is on a complete power trip. This would be becasue she is spoiled and gets whatever she wants for about nothing. I can't stand her. I clean her appartment, buy food, and provide unlimited access to my netflix.(the 360 is what its used on, instant access and all that) I've tried being civil with her, but until she learns to start showing me some fucking respect, I'm not going to be kind and nice to her. It's just not going to happen. She's a spoiled brat and I'm not going to just give her what she wants.



I'm aware that my dialect, for the most part, has changed for this rant. When I get this angry at someone, It usually happens.



So, where I currently stand is somewhere between shuting of my Netflix, and just leaving it be and turning it off when I leave.(it can be accessed from multiple locations.)



Here's the downside of shutting of the Netflix.



I might get kicked out and I still need a place to stay for eighteen days.



I'll be living in hell for that long if I DON'T get kicked out.



I would have to find a way to use Netflix when she wasn't around, and I'm not up for the challenge just quite yet.



I most likely will get no advice on this. I never do. Thank you for taking the time if you read this.

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blooddoll
16:32 Dec 06 2010

your netflix phft XP lol well i can always change the password and u can say that u couldnt pay the bill....and ill give u the new pw and u can use it secretly lol idk...thats my idea...i dont think there are parental blocks on instant nexflix...ill check XP

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SHAVE, if you love me. - Sopor AEternus & the Ensemble of Shadows.









Wax the monkey, shave the bear,

jungle-creatures won't be fed in here,

trim the hedges, cut the trees,

then you'll know how affection feels.



Shave the monkey, wax the bear,

such hairy creatures cannot stay in here,

cut the hedges and trim the tree ... -

who is there hiding in the shrubbery?!



Where there's a hole there is an ace,

I will put a smile on your grumpy face.



Beefcake vegetarian,

we're oiled, refined and slightly tanned.

If we're the heat-wave,

then you're the fan ... -

and now we'll gladly carry out

the garbage-can.



We're fifty-something, well-aged wine,

if you're wooden in your cask, that's just fine.



I'll be your Garland Queen of Lace,

the Sleeping Beauty in our maze.

Oh, fifty-something, well-aged wine,

me, the wooden cask, that's fine.



I know, you like me to watch you piss,

you're only waiting to be kissed.

You're such a beauty, now behold,

here comes a shower and it's made of gold.



I'm a flower, water me,

let's build a castle by the sea!

You're like the sun-shine, morning-breeze,

the sun shines warm on your disease ... -

such pollen makes the black bird sneeze.



Who is there sitting on your back?

There is no need for a sneak-attack!

If you're monastic to my bliss,

then I will be faithful ... like SYPHILIS.



Poor friar dreaming in his cell(s),

he knows the art of tonsure well,

and all the songs a blade can sing,

such is the Easter that I bring:



The bells are chiming in (y)our vaults,

I am the Goddess that unfolds,

iconic beauty, as yet unseen,

if you're only courting

the Virgin Queen ...



So:

wax the monkey,

shave the bear,

jungle-creatures

cannot come in here.

Trim the hedges

and cut the trees,

then you'll know

how affection feels.