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I feel like a monster. Some creature that has no place in this world. Something too obscure to truly exsist on its own. If not human, then what? My new outward appearence is something that is now reflecting the way I feel on the inside.. Pherhaps there will be photographs soon.

Tell me what i have done to deserve the path that has been delt to me. I do not know what I have done to whatever god or goddess to invoke their wrath upon my pitiful soul..



I shall forever remain one that is without a love. For what is love than a mere shell of emotion that would bond you to someone else for perpose of selfish intent?



There is none out there for me, regarless of what I may be told. There is no one that can change my mind with words, yet, by example or action, I may possibly be persuaded by a slim chance...



There was no hope for the love I had for her...only the possibility it would never be recieved.. There was nothing i could do to prevent the ending of what i had hoped would be concieved.. but why?





what perpose has this failure and torment that has caused such pain and pestilence in my heart? I am forever cursed with the pain i have, nothing more can save me...nothing more can love me...nothing more can spare my life...



I shall never see again...though I have sight...

I shall never fear again...though petrified...

I shall never love again...my heart is withered...

I shall never hope again...my soul is damned...

I shall never understand....my mind is broken....





I pray thee, tell me.....





























why?





xxxxx-----###This is not a poem/writing these are my true thoughts expressed in a way that is only familiar to me###-----xxxxx

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SevenDeadlySinner
20:53 Nov 28 2010

forgive my misunderstanding then * bows*

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