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A little of this a little of that... but always



trapt...times go, and they come, years flood



away, all in the same day, but very cold as



my soul flys...



trying to be me



so why will they not let it be?



so right, but always wrong



always longing to be me.



Can't I find a middle



my own hope, my own freedom!



I am rotting away trying to be me.

Death like a slow creeping slime, devours my



body, cornered, trapt. Unable to run I



turn to it... I am it, it is me, we are us.



I know its wrong, yet I stay, in the



shadows. Until the light shines through I am



doomed. The light I once knew is gone, lying



to me, saying it would always be there. It



was never true to its word, never truly



there. I fight, I am insane, I can't take all



the pain this has caused. I run but I go



nowhere. Lost in the darkness. What did I



expect to find here, was it something I left



behind? NO! This is true, real and all new,



I have never been here before. I am so close



but yet so far away. I close my eyes, tears



of blood run down my cheeks, I pull the



trigger, I fall to the ground. Life is all I



had left, now that is gone, forever lost in



the realm of darkness....