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I've never been lectured so much before.



Eh.



Anyway...my birthday was 5 days ago. Can you believe I'm a year older? Wow. I can't believe it myself. My birthday...a normal typical day. I wish Kyle was here to celebrate it with me...but alas he's in Afghan. Bah.

Kyle...He called me on my birthday! How sweet was that...and yet...I'm still doubtful about him. What if the same thing happens? What if he leaves me like Dominic did? They all say they love me, then one day they disappear. I'm starting to hate that phrase. Well, I actually hate it. Is it too soon...am I just scrambling to feel loved again? So many questions but no answers. *Sigh*



One's thing for certain...I'm pathetic.