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I am in love with him. It is obvious...it is painful....it is foolish. Unbearably foolish. Yet unavoidable. I miss him when he is gone. The fact that she is carrying his child makes me furious beyond explanation but I can't do anything about it for fear of hurting him in the process. I am so confused...he says that he loves me and I feel horrid for carrying on with him like i have been but I can't seem to let him go. Even when I want to strangle him I want to hold him close and love him. What am I supposed to do? Let go of the only thing that has ever made me feel worth while? Or cling to him and ruin his life for my own happiness? How selfless must I be?

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LeonardoGrey
19:08 Aug 22 2010

*gently pulls her into his lap, then lovingly cradles her, & says soothingly* Tis ok, dear kitten. For now, let him go. & if it is to be, that ye are to be 'together', eventually it'll happen. However, if ye are sure ye can salvage things, & have him, ye should still try.



But, from what I see, it would do more harm, to keep tryingM thus, ye would be better off 'movin on'. ..Even if it's only temperary. Cuz sometimes, the best things are the hardest to obtain. *softly kisses her eyes* In the mean time, play w/ your 'food' & see where those new 'interests' lead. ;)

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