The butterfly whispers my name
As it flutters high above the night sky
So very beautiful it has the best fame
I let out a whistle, hoping it will fly near
What an amazing creature
No worry no fear
It hatches from an egg
And becomes a young bug
Eats all it can
Soon to become fat
And stays in its homemade cocoon
Until its grown up
Finally the butterflies here
One mission in mind
To come and find me
And whisper my name so clear
To have me follow
And learn her ways
To become one with nature
Soon she dies for everything dies
And leaves me here
With all my knowledge
I learn to fly
High in the night sky
Just like my friend the butterfly
written by TheDarkInnocentOne
I’m sitting here all alone
No one not anyone will come
Come ALONG FOR ME
Cry for me
No don’t CRY FOR ME
Its not the time
To start a tear
No no no no MORE
I cant stand this
The pain is too deep
I’m sinking in
Further and further I GO
Falling apart
Trying to mend my broken HEART
As my tears wash away
And mix in with the sea
DON’T CRY FOR ME
DON’T CRY FOR ME
Its already been said
Its already been over
Its already DONE
I’m tired of the LIES
I’m done with YOU
I wont give in
NOT THIS TIME
You ask for me
Beg for me
And I say NO
Its already been said
Its already been over
Its already DONE
I’m tired of the LIES
I’m done with YOU
I wont give in
NOT THIS TIME
NOT AGAIN
I walk away
Down my lonely memories
All the time
Fighting back the tears
I hold for YOU
I wont give in
NOT THIS TIME
NOT AGAIN
I’m don’t with the fights
I wont deal with your LIES
I told myself
Over and over AGAIN
I WONT GIVE IN
I’m done with you
I’m done with you
I SAID I’M DONE WITH YOU
Its already been said
Its already been over
Its already DONE
I walk away
Down the lonely streets
Comforting me
I turn around
There you ARE
on your knees
Asking for ME
I WONT GIVE IN
NOT AGAIN
I remember the good times
The day we met
The day I fell in love you
NOT AGAIN
The day I kissed you for the first time
And ran away
Scared you might say something mean
I WONT GIVE IN
The day you first said I love you
The day I cried for you
The day you called me up and said you missed me
The day you needed me wanted me all your own
NOT AGAIN
I look away
Tried to hide me face
Still your there
On your knees
Begging for me
To take you BACK
YET AGAIN
I GIVE IN
You run to me
And hug me
You tell me your sorry
And you still love me
Need me
Want me
And kiss me
So softly
YOU BROKE ME DOWN!!!
YOU RIPPED MY HEART OUT
AND PUT TOGETHER AGAIN!
I’M DONE!!!
I WONT LIVE THIS WAY
I WONT LIVE THIS LIFE ANYMORE
I’M DONE with you
But still I’m in love with you
FOREVER I said
AND ALWAYS too
I WILL LOVE YOU
YET AGAIN
I’VE FINALLY GIVE’EN IN to YOU
written by TheDarkInnocentOne
My smile has faded into a frown, now every things upside down, I used to be a goody-two-shoes now that I turned around I’m upside down, sucked up by a black hole, turned inside out, screaming out loud, fighting through the crowd, trying to win your heart, when its beating in my hands, yet again I turned around, trying find it in my heart to forgive all the people I hate, no matter what I do, it always comes back to you, not this time, I got to keep time, trying to find myself, wondering how, why would he do this to me and her, its impossible that ten years ago it all started, but possible that my life is halting at a fast stop, who was I to stand up for mom? Who am I to keep a promise? I’ve stayed clean for a few weeks, all because of mom, not you, no never you, who are you, I don’t even know, watching my first Christmas you have no idea how much I miss us, crying whenever I see a father and daughter hugging and saying I love you, I refuse to watch anything where a happy family is not mine, its all I wish, to be true, for you to quite, and refuse too, what you want and I hate, its got to stop or I’m leaving you out of my life, for good, this time, I’m done with your bullshit, I’m done with your lies, your hate, your fights, I’m done with you, for good this time, my smile has faded into a frown, now every things upside down, I used to be a happy girl with her father always there, and now that I turned around I’m upside down, hanging by a nail, turned inside out, screaming for my life, fighting for survival, leaving you behind, and never looking back, never again to turn around, afraid of what I will turn into next, nothing will be the same, after death reaches your heart, you’ve killed yourself, and I don’t mind, because I have never once wanted a father like you, I think I’ve found myself, not wondering anymore, it gotten old, I gotten used to it, now its dead, and I wont ever mind, because never once have I wished for a father like you! So now I’m saying goodbye forever, because I’m done with you dad! I’m done!
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