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The butterfly whispers my name

08:20 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 549


The butterfly whispers my name

As it flutters high above the night sky

So very beautiful it has the best fame

I let out a whistle, hoping it will fly near



What an amazing creature

No worry no fear

It hatches from an egg

And becomes a young bug



Eats all it can

Soon to become fat

And stays in its homemade cocoon

Until its grown up



Finally the butterflies here

One mission in mind

To come and find me

And whisper my name so clear



To have me follow

And learn her ways

To become one with nature

Soon she dies for everything dies

And leaves me here



With all my knowledge

I learn to fly

High in the night sky

Just like my friend the butterfly





written by TheDarkInnocentOne


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NOT THIS TIME, I WONT GIVE IN, NOT AGAIN

07:56 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 553


I’m sitting here all alone

No one not anyone will come

Come ALONG FOR ME

Cry for me

No don’t CRY FOR ME

Its not the time

To start a tear

No no no no MORE

I cant stand this

The pain is too deep

I’m sinking in

Further and further I GO

Falling apart

Trying to mend my broken HEART

As my tears wash away

And mix in with the sea

DON’T CRY FOR ME

DON’T CRY FOR ME

Its already been said

Its already been over

Its already DONE

I’m tired of the LIES

I’m done with YOU

I wont give in

NOT THIS TIME

You ask for me

Beg for me

And I say NO

Its already been said

Its already been over

Its already DONE

I’m tired of the LIES

I’m done with YOU

I wont give in

NOT THIS TIME

NOT AGAIN

I walk away

Down my lonely memories

All the time

Fighting back the tears

I hold for YOU

I wont give in

NOT THIS TIME

NOT AGAIN

I’m don’t with the fights

I wont deal with your LIES

I told myself

Over and over AGAIN

I WONT GIVE IN

I’m done with you

I’m done with you

I SAID I’M DONE WITH YOU

Its already been said

Its already been over

Its already DONE

I walk away

Down the lonely streets

Comforting me

I turn around

There you ARE

on your knees

Asking for ME

I WONT GIVE IN

NOT AGAIN

I remember the good times

The day we met

The day I fell in love you

NOT AGAIN

The day I kissed you for the first time

And ran away

Scared you might say something mean

I WONT GIVE IN

The day you first said I love you

The day I cried for you

The day you called me up and said you missed me

The day you needed me wanted me all your own

NOT AGAIN

I look away

Tried to hide me face

Still your there

On your knees

Begging for me

To take you BACK

YET AGAIN

I GIVE IN

You run to me

And hug me

You tell me your sorry

And you still love me

Need me

Want me

And kiss me

So softly

YOU BROKE ME DOWN!!!

YOU RIPPED MY HEART OUT

AND PUT TOGETHER AGAIN!

I’M DONE!!!

I WONT LIVE THIS WAY

I WONT LIVE THIS LIFE ANYMORE

I’M DONE with you

But still I’m in love with you

FOREVER I said

AND ALWAYS too

I WILL LOVE YOU

YET AGAIN

I’VE FINALLY GIVE’EN IN to YOU



written by TheDarkInnocentOne


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Im Done with my father!

00:40 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 560


My smile has faded into a frown, now every things upside down, I used to be a goody-two-shoes now that I turned around I’m upside down, sucked up by a black hole, turned inside out, screaming out loud, fighting through the crowd, trying to win your heart, when its beating in my hands, yet again I turned around, trying find it in my heart to forgive all the people I hate, no matter what I do, it always comes back to you, not this time, I got to keep time, trying to find myself, wondering how, why would he do this to me and her, its impossible that ten years ago it all started, but possible that my life is halting at a fast stop, who was I to stand up for mom? Who am I to keep a promise? I’ve stayed clean for a few weeks, all because of mom, not you, no never you, who are you, I don’t even know, watching my first Christmas you have no idea how much I miss us, crying whenever I see a father and daughter hugging and saying I love you, I refuse to watch anything where a happy family is not mine, its all I wish, to be true, for you to quite, and refuse too, what you want and I hate, its got to stop or I’m leaving you out of my life, for good, this time, I’m done with your bullshit, I’m done with your lies, your hate, your fights, I’m done with you, for good this time, my smile has faded into a frown, now every things upside down, I used to be a happy girl with her father always there, and now that I turned around I’m upside down, hanging by a nail, turned inside out, screaming for my life, fighting for survival, leaving you behind, and never looking back, never again to turn around, afraid of what I will turn into next, nothing will be the same, after death reaches your heart, you’ve killed yourself, and I don’t mind, because I have never once wanted a father like you, I think I’ve found myself, not wondering anymore, it gotten old, I gotten used to it, now its dead, and I wont ever mind, because never once have I wished for a father like you! So now I’m saying goodbye forever, because I’m done with you dad! I’m done!


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