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everytime i try i end up hurt..... i fall for someone and things go wrong..... i breakup with someone for a friend and things get screwed up.... i try to show i care, i end up hurt..... whuts the point of even tryoing anymore..... i honestly doubt anyone would miss me if i just said fuck it and pulled the trigger or pulled the blade across my wrist and watch the blood just gush out.... fuck it i quit... im tired of trying, im tired of caring. im tired of fucking getting hurt.... goodbye cruel world..... i will be here only as long as i have reason to breathe.... for now the only reason im still breathing is for the fact that i may be a father before long..... idk anymore...... as ive said. if not... then goodbye cruel world.

how can someone say they want to be with you then wonder y u dont want to be with them when you see them kissing on other guys... albiet she is single but still she fucks around literaly with other guys and wonders y i dont want to be with her...