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Where are you at since I went to jail?

Where are you at since I went away?

Sitting alone in this 8 by 10 cell,

I wonder if y'all even miss me today.



Only ONE person has wrote and cared where i sat,

SHE LOOKED AND FOUND ME, but could y'all do that?

No... you sit at home as life moves on fast,

Forgetting me, like everything else, I'm part of the past.



How many of YOU were troubled and I did listen?

Who solved your problems when you eyes did glisten?

Now when I'm troubled you turn away,

Guess with phonies that's the price to pay.



There's no use in grumbling, I guess, alas,

So all of you "friends" can kiss my ass,

I know when I get out how "friendly" you'll be,

When I get out, mother fuckers, DON'T SPEAK TO ME!!!

Donald Harland Beall,

A slimy little eel,

In and out of prison,

For no apparent reason.



A bastard am I,

'Till the day I die,

He was never there,

I no longer care.



His footsteps I wont follow

Even if my life ends in sorrow,

Finally people shall see,

My "father" I will not be.

From the moment I met her,

she had my heart.

I'll love her forever,

As i have from the start.



"If only, if only,"

My sad heart cries.

The more that I'm lonely

The more that it dies.



I can't wait to be,

wrapped in her arms.

Forever she'll see,

I'll protect her from harms.



Forever and ever,

She'll be in my life.

Soon we'll be together,

And she'll be my WIFE!!!

Always there no matter what.

Never holding against me my wrongs.

Gives me all her love despite the past.

Every failure she's forgot.

Love of my life. My soulmate.



Eyes the color of splendid chocolate.

You are my love, my life, my better half.

Every more together we shall be.

She sees me only through Angel Eyes.

even if i could cure your sadness,

even if i could stop this madness,

even if i could solve your strife,

I'd not be able to have a decent life.



Even if i could forget this life i've liven,

even if i knew, that by others, i've been forgiven,

even if my past wasn't a loaded and fatal gun,

i could never forgive, or forget, myself for the things i've done.

Behind the lies i hid my fears,

lies that lead to only tears,

tears that broke in the face of pain,

the pain i caused you drove me insane.



Now you've given me one last chance,

to prove myself and for a great romance,

one last chance to prove my love,

love i prayed for to God above.



I love you with all my heart,

And am thankful for a brand-new start,

i can only be happy with you back in my life,

and can't wait for the day you become my wife.

I loved you the moment i met you,

the moment i saw you beautiful face,

i gave you my heart to hold,

and you made it your special place.



no one will ever come before you,

i'll never love anyone as i do you,

when you came into my life,

it was filled with so much strife.



you made my dying spirit soar,

i will love only you 'till i die.

you healed my heart as never before,

and hope you'll be there to say good-bye.



take and hold my hand, help my spirit fly

let your face be the last i see,

the last before i die.



you are my one,

you are m only,

strong and endless love.

I'm tired of living

i'm through with trying

i gave all i could

now i'm dying.

Dying inside

my heart erodes

without her love

my heart explodes.

explodes into pieces

to show my Fail

failed it all

now i burn in hell.

hell is my eternity

it's where i reside

it's where i'd be

without her at my side.

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WolfieVagabond
01:06 Jul 23 2013

nice work

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Does she love me?

or does she not?

together forever?

or lost my shot?



Keep silent my thoughts?

or make her choose?

put voice to fear?

either way, do i lose?



Whats going on out there?

or even in my life?

i made her choose, do i lose?

or just her as my future wife?



will she forgive me?

can she see?

deep inside me?

that i'm NOT who i used to be?

Beautiful in both spirit and PersonA.

Everything about you draws smileS.

My madness recedes when you are nigH.

In my eyes you are a delicate angeL.

Never sad in your arms could I bE.

Eternal love, you make my spirit flY.

Forever and always i am your'S.

Over mountains i would climb for hearT.

Right and just, my love for you shall bE.

Eternally together, Both you and mE.

Very Delicate like a leaf in falL.

Every heart beat is your for freE.

Remember I love you for eternity!!!!!!!!!