My Lady, think me not a fool I pray
for loyal to thee I remain
I spoke thee brief of yesterdays
and things forever gone, not feign
To thee now do I constant hold
forswearing others, e'en if thou forswear'st me
E'en if man woman mightn't behold
might not the lady still look upon he?
I beg thee, find me not so coarse a fool
I spoke of love, love lost now to the grave
I am man shaped by harsh a tool
not finely turned or wrought as I thy save
I ask not comfort, pity or thought
just simply Lady that you ought
not hate me as a callous boy
who, having done with any toy,
might search again his joy to find.
My Lady Dear I mean this strong
I'll not desert, no do thee wrong.
I see you lying on a bed of satin cloth
undimmed by years, your beauty glows
unchanging now my love, you skin so soft
and pliant yet, as with a kiss bestowed
I had hoped to carry you tis true
and feet first o'er a threshold take
but not in sleep, with darken hue
for now not shall my bride you make
With roses white we laid you down
your favourite bloom, so sweet a scent
a bouquet that you ought have thrown
had God not called for thy ascent
and so my Love I lay to sleep
so breaks my heart, I care not how I weep
what tender joys youth brings
that simple pleasures great delight contain
e'en to see it sets mine soul to sing
for in mine heart few simple joys remain
eroded by lifes troubles, worn and lost
'til like wind-blown sand they are
their memories only longing pain now cost
yet distant I might view them from afar
Now joy I find in others, and in art
for only in fair company might I forget
that which I lost, my love that did depart
and whos loss I ever will regret
but music, friends and good Dame Beer
I find my joy, my heart and cheer.
To see thy smile is all my heart could wish
its warmth that summer rivals, and its light,
thy sparkling eyes, while playful; kittenish
thy features form a wonderous visage bright
Thy form, its youth and health are telling strong
your vigour showing even while at rest
but in this compliment don't take me wrong
I cannot fail to see, and in such I make no jest
Thy mind the feature closest to my heart
that keener than a razor hidden is
though kind thy soul, so tender Miss thou art
that talent, thy good nature has not been missed
for here I list what I do see
My Lady dear, when I look upon thee.
Beginning as strangers, our courtesies shown
to know one another for better or worse
and found that in such a new warmth had grown
and friendship did spring, such as wrote here in verse,
and e'en so from our friendship did mine
affections, and more, grow to bloom
though unrequited these are of thine
and my intentions not un-impugned
yet with sense and kind word
thou hast that issue removed
though loyal I stay, unflown as some bird
that thou hast not asked, but thou might hath choosed
for time has a power to change a heart
Yet my Lady till Time changeth, I give thee mine art.
I, loyal to thee at the last
shall stand as told, myself chastise,
before thy hells, that fiery blast,
and to my task I'll set mine eyes
Whate'er the chore, the labour lost
My Lady sets my hopeless self
I shall do thee whate'er the cost
be it to mine self or unto thee
for though my hope so dashed be
yet not is feeling so lightly flown
and though of you I may not see
you might me view in time thine own
So to give you life is a harder thing
than t'were to die and belay thy suff'ring
While summers gold-light heats the earth
and blooms of every hue ring their joys
I know from life that frost had me from birth
the when I find sweet summer soon it cloys
The chimes, like laughter sparkling in the breeze
now chafe mine ear, so sad to me those sounds
the brook, it gentle happiness, its ease
knows little of what is buried 'neath the ground
Such health and vigour beauty are
and undeserving brutishness be'est me
so Lady Summer quench or bank thy fire
else frozen-hearted men an end to see
thy thaw did for a moment reach my core
and now I see the truth and bleed once more
Now sleep in peace and lie thee now abed
for earn'st the labour of days past has been
so take thee hence, begone to rest thy head
lie restfully, and rest awhile thine me'en
Let slumber hold thee to her breast
and gentle dreaming take thee on
for tempers run when thou dost need thy rest
and sweet thy visage when that rest is done
So dream my Lady, dream on that
which fair and radiant Ladies love
for my part I shall pray thee that
winged thy sleep come'th from above
but first to bed, that rest might take thee
and if thou'st not go, for thy good must I make thee
And with thy word thou balm'st mine soul
that burn'th red in thought of thine alarm
That might have runneth over into life
had not you spoken sweet that twas no harm
A thoughtless act hath caused me much upset
it being instrumented by mine hand
yet smiling thou makest thy glory greater yet
didst never mine apology demand
I shall not speak thee overmuch
distraction against work and play alike
My Lady I would hope remains as such
and would not take against this brief respite
A simple act to grant My Lady time
I ought have laid it clear within mine rhyme
So bright a smile as e'er was seen
to radiant fill the world around
it lights mine heart and sparks mine me'en
my soul it makes a righteous battleground
That fate conspires and Luck expound
such virtues as found only in herself
how I hath found her doth confound
for ne'er hast my life held such wealth
As daylight shines her wit and face
that never would I dared enquire
Yet saved in languages embrace
for lit my breast sweet ardours fire
So Lady I ask thee do not fear
In heart and mind I'll ever hold thee dear
My Lady bright doth shine
that she with sunny hair and glimm'ring smile
so gentle spoke, yet fast of mind
that simple pleasures dost not herself decline
Her appled cheek and sparkling eyes
which pleasure doth reflect'th in their hue
doth show her mind that hidden wondrous lies
though privileged I am, for I have viewed
her love of things so simple and yet pure
the pleasures that this life doth give to they
that seek out life, and some hardship endure
and do not find themselves to wan or fey
My Lady such is like unto mine heart
a thing of beauty, Lady dear thou art.
With evenings kiss upon my brow
and gentle calling of respite
I lie betwixt mine covers now
and urge myself awake despite
For in my dreams I'm haunted still
I ever see thy ghostly face
not marked by fear, or death-pains chill
but warmth as from our last embrace
It's pains me though, to see thee so
whence touch, nor kiss nor begging plea
might bring thee back, where we were two
or pass thee on, despite mine fitful entreaty
You pain me still, tis bitter sweet
that I might see the still, upon the Lord's mercy seat.
The girl I see, with burnished hair
and smile that lights the room around
with skin all men would say was fair
and youth befitted to the ground
this girl, her heart beats as in two
it bleeds for he that thoughtless left
such was the anguish caused in lieu
that long of joy she's felt bereft
I see you heart and offer balms
some comfort for thy aching soul
I hope to see thy smiles charms
innocent friendship be'est mine goal
so do not think me odd miss please
that I should say this in reprise
My Lady, the fox-girl for so she is known
has mischief abundant, in her playful way
and smiles, though of late these appear to have flown
and as such I suggest that we both go allay
for with silliness matched and moulded are we
though her silliness differs mine own foolish forbidden
still I'd myself show a fool just that smile to see
and myself dedicate to her laughter and smile
My task is her joy, as a friend it must be
from the hair on her head to her foot so dainty
I am here as her friend and that smile is divine
and I'd help her in anyway, or art that is mine
since man and his arts could not hope to conspire
such beauty or joy as are found in thyself
the light of your voice, of your heart and its fire
and the wonder and delicacy of thy life
you're strong and still bend
to the storm, so don't break
for your friends are here support to lend,
give thee comfort, not take
you're amazing you see and I hope that you do
for there is no bright man who could not desire you
as a friend or as more, so hold this to thy heart
whether hurt,whole or healing
my dear friend thou art
To see you smile is all I'd wish
and return the laughter to your eyes
that sparkle, shows a mischief childish
and raises in me myriad sighs
A Venus mortal made you are
though your Apollo gone may be
though, friendly worshippers stayed are
your loyal friends art still with thee
so smile my broken hearted one
and take what e'er thy heart desires
you have your choice of anyone
and needn't dampen ardours fires
Meantime I don't have anyone
and poetry means most girls do tire.
the clock upon the mantle shelf
striketh the hour and bids me rest
yet still I wait and pray thee health
for thou art my love and sweetest, best
I do not wish to miss this time
these precious moments of our joining
for gone are we, without reason or rhyme
and I am now reduced to mourning
tell me why should I weep for she
that beats me down, destroys my hope
I'll sleep and damned to dreams of thee
for all such dreams end in a rope
Perchance such winter in my heart
might spring know once again
the budding tree or panting hart
where snow and frost now reign
What power art thee, that in this manner
might my soul freeze like winters brook
and hold it thus yet growing ever bleaker
without hope of peace. Nor warmth that thou hath took
I ask thee please release this clutch
and let my heart to thaw
for I might live without thy touch
but only if thou take'st no more
so leave me thaw, and find my spring aright
Thy hatred born from love of thee I put to flight!
Such light as day doth shineth in her face
but quailing in the shadows is my form
such crudity could not posses such grace
nor happiness it seems, for tis the norm
To see her smiling, dancing in the light
my soul doth smile to see her so divine
she makes my heart take wing, my soul take flight
but foolish is the wish that she be mine
Begone oh foolish case of crystal heart
that shatters as glass thrown upon the ground
else by what power I have and by mine art
thou'st find me burrowed, buried 'neath a mound
A friend in need should want for naught
that willingly provided by thy hand
might ease their troubles and that pain it brought
and in due course their loyalty demand
seek not thine own-some selfish path
nor that of loving jealousy
but take a road more giving, not of wrath
a path of loving truth and courtesy
such kindness in thy life dost keep thee well
and in the hearts of other lov'd thou'st be
yet of this life should I before this tell
that in its course the kindly trampled be!
My lady's face be marv'llous to the eye
and silken soft the hair upon her crown
her voice is soft and upon wings doth fly
and sweet her name that such hath great renown
her mind be ever like the rolling sea
unsettled its tides ebbing all too swift
that never can one say with certainty
if thou hast favour or be'est thee adrift
If such a lady hold'th in her arms
the pow'r of thy endless loves devotion
she does not know how easily she harms
and sets thy soul to hell and it's commotion
As love lies smould'ring like the fyre bank'd
so heated yet unfulfilled by thy word
such victory as might has proved outflank'd
and flown thy caring as some startled bird
e'er long I may not be here to adore
and temples of thy worship hollow be
I ask'd of thee no sign of grace before
but now ask thy indulgence for to me
I can not weather storms upon thy sea
this bark that is my life be'est near sunk
yet unloved as I am e'er Death take me
Lord Bacchus fill my glass and make me drunk!
Silence full, with meanings rich
that ne'er a word be said more true
and yet I ache, my souls desires
it yearns for but one word of you
Yet sweet and sharp this silence is
like ripened fruit of orange trees
and as before our speech its blossom tis
it's circle such has lead to quiets such as these
Yet Lady Summer, let not our silence stretch
for o'erlong we might not share in our discourse
our quiet if prolonged may prove me wretch'd
for Lady, to my heart thou art the source
of this sweet profundity of bliss
I beg thee, don't forsake me Miss
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