The hotel I’m working at is supposed to sell but with the government shut down they are having a hard time so they had me working so much I’m not sure where I’m mentally at to the point I want to hide in a cave for awhile working over 90 hours the past 15 days so finally yesterday I get told I can get the weekend off tomorrow is the first basket ball game for the school and then I’m hiding away for the rest of the weekend and not worry about anything but my mental health
My last night at the cabin in Devils Tower Wy walking thru the cabin found a wasp crawling to me and the first thing i was thinking is killing it due to be deadly allergic and how it came out off nowhere it kind of struck me weird and thru the rest of the night i had about four more crawling to me i felt this pull that i should look it up and see the meaning and found some that pulled that little string Protection protecting my inner peace setting boundaries is someone walking all over me feeling drained warning danger a spiritual warning stay alert... I felt like eyes are on me but this place has special connections the danger is higher here tonight then last night i felt like it was interesting with how many wasp where heading to me when normally i barley see them
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My second day on my spiritual journey and the peaceful cabin started having the sound of rain drops as the wind carried the whispers of the one that walk on this ground.. This area has always called me but never stayed there is a piece that feels blocked i can feel it to the point i have felt lost.... I keep seeing myself sitting on the ground and asking to be shown thru the darkness i have encountered.. well i be able to see thru this block and darkness???
After work today I decided to head to Devils Tower to get away from the small town I live in and stay in a cabin… let the ancestors come speak to me thru the wind and the fire..
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Enjoy the vision quest and relax and enjoy
Thank you I sense it very well needed
As I start getting better after having COVID and sinus infection right after each other I been looking into what next thru my path and reflect thru the bonds I have had encounter the past few years as a Alpha female (Not as a kink)
Some have changed me for the better and some have changed me for the worse
I feel everything as the string connects thru the lies the truths and thru hiding.
I have learn I hate when people run instead of facing the truth the universe throws at them and then blame they try to throw at me when all I do is sit there and listen.
I protect it in my truth and my being and in my heart.
But there is times where I finally decide I need to sit back and watch even if they throw anger thru my way but I’m stronger then most but at times I’m the most sensitive.
Everyone leaves and everyone comes thru the doors what there intentions are is upon them….
I apologize for the riddle..
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