I gave him my heart and soul and all i get is left alone with my heart crushed havent talked to him in over a week not even a hi am doing ok and it has broken me i will never fall again he will always have my heart because i dont need it nomore it pisses me off that i didnt even get a good bye or a go to hell or nothing i am a great woman and i deserve to be loved and be treated great but i guess thats not how it goes so i will pick up the pieces that are left of me and try to move on with my life . the not knowing why is what bothers me . i keep thinking what was it was i not good enough was i not pretty enough or what oh well i guess i shall never no i will take comfort in my pain cause at least i know i still exsist even if its only to myself ,,
Im over worrying about what people think of me i am me i love haveing fun and i love pain even more if you dont like me the remove me and that will be that i have seen alot of good people and alot of bad but i never judge noone thats not my place and nor is it there place to judge me i get ask what do i like about being here well that is plain this is a great site i can be my self here and i get ask do i drink blood and the answer to that is yes i do i like the taste of it and if u dont think that is right well all i can say is to each there own , if i am your friend then i will be very protective of u and if u are the one messing with my friends then u will see just how evil i can be . i have been called a bitch by a few people on here and to them i say being a bitch is all i have to hold on to sometimes . i am here to have fun and enjoy the site not for bull shit or drama thats not me and i wont do it . i love to sing and doing tattoos they are my form of art i have a few and all of them have meanng to me . my life is very messed up right now in real and vr is my escape from it so when i am on here i just want to have fun and meet new people if u want to know anything about me just ask i dont belive in keeping secrets they will always come out in the end . with all that said if u have something to say leave a comment or send me a message thanks
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ReaperOfDeath
03:30 Sep 28 2010
i didnt leave ya love i had to take some time and needed some help but im always yours