TripleMoonChild's Vampire Journal

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First Feeds
08:04 May 26 2024
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I'm going to start my first journal entry talking about my very first vampiric feeding.

This was back when Yahoo Chatrooms was a thing.
I didn't get my first computer until 2002, but I was using my mothers' before that.
I logged into AOL (and I know you older folks can remember that annoying dial up sound lol), and my connections to other people around the world began.

I found a chatroom that I was drawn to called Graveyard Chat.
This is where my online home was for a couple of years.
I went by the name Winglessangel. They called me "Wingy" for short.
Actually, there's a guy here on VR that I remember meeting in that chat who called himself VampWriter.
He is an Author, and I actually had his book too.

So anyway, during my stay in the Graveyard Chat, I remember a couple arguing between each other.
All-of-a-sudden, I felt what I would call, a "high".
It came out of nowhere.

I never had that feeling before, and I sure as hell didn't know that it was called "feeding" either.
I didn't know I was considered a Psychic Vampire at all.

What I can say, is that I don't have these feelings of feeding anymore.
I have maybe only felt this a few times in my life, and now...not even a little bit.

I guess that could mean that I DON'T feed at all, but then again, maybe I do and don't know it?

I might can answer why, but it is just an assumption of mine.

Back then, I was having vampiric entities lurking around me, all of my life.
They were possibly feeding on me, making me LIKE them too.
What PsyRay calls a "Temporary Vampire."

Now why would these vampires be trying to make me like them in the first place?

I might even have an answer to that too but again, it's just an assumption. A guess of mine.
I don't want to get into that subject just yet....

So, I have learned what it's like to feed as a human living vampire.
I have had that experience.

At some point in time, I have created a shield. That is what PsyRay told me.
He TRIED to feed on me, but he said it made him feel sick.

Gaulder tried throwing an energy ball my way, but I didn't feel a thing.
I literally heard him over the phone go, "Hmm." He didn't know why.
It's because of the shield.
I think the shield was made automatically. I was tired of being visited randomly by the vampiric shadow people.

Is the shield so strong that it has the ability to keep me from being aware of myself or others?
Are the shadow people vampires the reason others are human living vampires too?

Thanks for reading. :]