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Held captured by my only mother.
04:03 Jan 08 2006
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Held captured by my only mother.



the room is dark and your laying on your bed cursing the life that woman gave to you. The apartment echos with all the thunderous yells that those things are creating. Your wondering why am i living in a place full of hell? You try to move your arm but it is as limp do to the many times you got plunged into the wall. Your head is banging as you try to shut out the screams with your sheet thin pillow. When you were little this used to make you cry and now your just used to getting the whip. Their isnt suppose to be child abuse any more but some fail to heed. As your getting the ten lashes you "deserve" your loosing so much blood. it seems to pour out of our back where their are already open cuts and scars. your head no longer aches like it did a moment ago. You think of all those moments you were out of the house at school playing on a swing along. your remembering how it felt when you swung so high that when you were about to jump your stumach turned and you landed gracefully to the ground. you remembered when you got up how you felt so ... your memorie was interubted by the drowzyness you felt. you no longer felt the sting of your mothers whip. you no longer see the dark apartment room that you called your own. You are no longer their. The only color you see is not black nor white. But your favorite green. It welcomes you to the sunlight. The beach crashes its waves against the sand. your no longer hiding your colorless skin in sweat shirts with turtle necks. It is a beautiful day. Your only beautiful day you ever had. goes to show you even after the worst hell you had their will always be better...