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I wake to the mornings rays so soft and warm,

But I am cold.

I wish I could cry,

But the tears just won't flow.

I'll smile and tell you I'm fine,

But I'm still forced through misery & life's line.

I say I'll make friends,

But the only friend I cared for has come to an end.

I see little porpose in this life or the next.

But still I fear Death.

Is it possible to live with a broken heart?

Becuase it seems like mine was broken from the start.

I've begged for his forgivness,

I ask Why so harsh?

What made you hate me from the start?

I never felt his warm glow,

Touch my now cold soul.

As a child i never dreamt of heaven's rainbows.

I beg for some proof,

I need Scientific but all I get is from under God's roof.

How can he creat me and then just leave me to die? Or was it all just a lie?

I cry only when you cannot see how much of what you say, Is really hurting me.

Sorrow is my closest relative,

Misery is my only friend,

Because they are the only one's there for me, through to the days pointless end.

I am nothing to you,

Meerly a shadow in the dark.

But I am different.

Cant you see?

The changes that have manifested in me?

I can't cry anymore,

I can barely bear to read.

The pain her absence is causing - I think it's crushing me!!!

I wake to dissapointment,

I sleep umungst silent black tears.

I ache in the morning while my very heart trembles with fear,

Can I not live without my Best Friend?

Can I make it through the pain filled years?

The thick?

The thin?

How I long for My Best Friend

Is it possible to die of a broken heart?

Because mine was broken from the start.