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Hatred and anger are limited in my life because I choose not to let them consume me. Anger is fleeting for me, and hatred is a fire that soon diminishes. Unfortunately today I just couldn't take it anymore and so overwhelmed with hate was I that violence was the only thing I could think of.

God how I would have loved to jab these scissors into his eyes!

But when alone I calmed myself and called on one of the few people in my life that can actually talk me out of my anger. He is truly a gift, thank you babe.

When work and life make you pissed off, just imagine how much worse it could be if you were pissed on. The old addage is "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade" but honestly I'd rather put lemon juice in someone's eyes. Yes these violent tendencies come out when infuriated, but then again, isn't it better that I put them down in the written word? Rather than physically express my loathingness (not a word? it is now) towards others in some strange and twisted criminal activity that would surely involve the word "assault". I do believe it is, so, apologies for being so nefarious today, it's just one of those things and another part of the strangeness that is me.

In the words of Comic Book Guy "Best weekend ever"



My head is still in the clouds. I love you baby. And thanks for letting me stay so long :D

I hope everything works out with your car, you know if you need anything, I'll be here for you.

Don't miss me too much.

Look for a new poetry entry to reference the last few days.

How dare I make any kind of assumption? But then again, how dare I not? Why must I over analyze each little detail? Why can't I just DO. Because....that's the answer, because. because I am me and how i want to love with open arms and with all my heart, but it is reflex now, to flinch away even before seeing the arrow fly. I must work to change this, I promise you I can. I keep my promises and though it may take me time, it will be done. Never under estimate the power of a woman who knows what she wants.

My weekend full of inactivity and lack of creativity have made me depressed. I need to be entertained, either by others, or myself. I don't think I will be doing much else besides sleeping, g_d i feel so down. ~sigh~ and I'm usually glad to have some time off work. Guess I'm just blue, I'll get over it eventually. Hope everyone else is having a fun weekend.

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Nihonin
05:25 Feb 05 2008

I've got beads from Mardi Gras if that'll help!

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Vidiana
03:40 Feb 26 2008

I love Mardi Gras!!!!!

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