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I guess this entry is more to my coven than anything else, but I wanted all of my friends here to be able to read this.

Due to the fact that it is currently tax season, I'm going to have to take some time off from VR. If you know me, then you will know how much I have been bitching about work lately and of course my real life dilemmas far out weigh anything else. If you need to reach me though, my Yahoo messenger is always on. Bloodykissesformysweet if you need to send me a message. I will stop in periodically to check my messages though. Take care everyone, I should be back on in about a week or so.

Regards,

~V~

Where do I begin?

Beware a woman scorned, for she is truly a force to be reckoned with.

I almost feel bad, but then again I don't. There are times that I relish vengeance and am gleeful to see you in sorrow and woe.

Where I have been hurt, you shall be as well. Never forget this. The best attribute the devil has on his side is patience, and I have always said that like it or not I work for him and always will. Not that I go out and do his bidding, lol, that would be ridiculous. But I have to admit that as for matters of the heart, well, let me just say that mine can be as cold and hard as a steel wall. In fact there are times that I think maybe I will never feel warmth and love or happiness again, but since I am so unfeeling I couldn't care less if I did or not. I know, how confusing is that. So now I will say that if you tug at a heart string and it happens to break, well my dear, wait to be broken because it will come, oh yes it will, and I will be there with a smile on my face. The heart is a tender place, and should I get my way (and I always do eventually) I will plunge a dagger deep into the middle of it. This would please me greatly (my god i'm a bitch) I was once told "Guns don't kill people, hard hearts do, and congratulations my dear, that's exactly what you have."

What am I to say? It's true.

But there are other sides to me, just don't ever cross me or fuck me over.

In the words of Dimmu Borgir:

Illness and plagues, torture and blight

Is what she brings

Mocking holy standards, deceiving feeble fools

Is what she loves

Granted with powers, gifted with magic

Watching the world through raven eyes



Damned woman

Mischievous whore

Heretic princess

Devil's own

I'm sick.

Can I curl up and die?

Maybe not today.

Guess I'll just curl up on the couch

smoke a cigarette

try to read

but my head is killing me

watch a movie

nothings on

so here I am

online and bored

and feeling like shit

what am I to do?

There are times when my work life interferes with everything, even my time spent on VR. Now I know I don't get paid to be on here and my salary pays my bills and that is why work takes precedence over everything else, but I would just like to rant for a bit and considering this is my journal, I think I will do just that.

"What the fuck!"

(A message to my boss)

If you see that I am obviously VERY busy doing Quickbooks, and you know it's tax time and I hate waiting till the last minute, why the fuck would you hand me something and tell me that I need to finish this appraisal for you? Why? Tell me!!! Do I not look like I have enough shit to do? Is my desk not covered with enough papers? Then, you split to lunch with one of the attorneys that I have to put up with, and don't even ASK if I want anything when you know that I'm too GOD DAMNED BUSY TO GO GET SOMETHING TO FUCKING EAT!!! Now that, sir, is some fucked up ass shit if I do say so myself. YES, I said fucked up ass shit! God, what the fuck do you want from me, you dick?

Well, I'll tell you what I want from you, A FUCKING RAISE, you son of a bitch! For fuck's sake how long have I been your......what am I exactly? Maid, Secretary, Accountant, Executive Assistant, Gopher, Right Hand....Woman, Devil's Advocate? I have enough to deal with when I give morons directions to the office and they tell me "I was just there and nobody was in there"

You fucking idiot! I'M in here right now, dumbshit and I didn't see you come in, so obviously you're lost, like all the other stupid-ass sheep who are so blind and ignorant to what people tell them that they can't even follow simple directions.

Whew. That felt good :D

Yes, at work I am a cold-hearted, business minded professional who doesn't have time for bullshit, and won't put up with it for one second.

That was a nice little rant, perhaps I will have one next week, but hopefully not.

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Nihonin
22:59 Jan 15 2008

WOW! You have a way with words. I felt giddy reading them as I have felt very much the same way with my work at times.

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